The Staircase to Alexander's Heart

Chapter nine

The next morning, I woke up so early that I was even surprised for myself.
Maybe I was too excited for my new promotion.
Today Was a big day for my life....I had to look perfect.
I wore a white dress with white flats....I let my brown curly hair just flow over me..... I looked flawless.....

I knew right then.....this job was meant for me.....I had nothing to get scared of.
When sally...the nanny I hired....came, I said good bye to nana and left...
The sun was amazing....everything just felt right.
I felt peaceful for the first time since my grandpa died. I hope the money I get paid is enough to keep nana a little bit longer. I have lost too much...i hope this new job brings new openings to my life as well.

As I was walking through the streets, my neighbors which were practically teenagers playing basketball.
" hey boys!" I shout waving my hands at them... 
" hey Lola.." they all said in unison... " you look super hot today."
I smiled back " thank you Chris!"
As I kept walking I heard some 'damns' and few whistles....

I just keep shaking my head and went away....boys will always be boys.....never changing.
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As I walked in to the studio...there were so many reporters and camera men.....
People never really gave interest into our studio... they never really considered our movies interesting or worth it.
I am surprised that they came here all suddenly.

As I walked in....all those people started rushing to me with a lot of questions....I managed to hear them ask about how I met Xander....or was it true that he fell in love me....
Some even ask if I really dumped him.....I was shocked....I didn't know what to say....this stupid lie has brought up such a big mess in my life.
As I was standing there, jack came and helped me get away... we went into my makeup room...and he started speaking up....which is trying to explain what this all was.
" am sorry Lola. I think someone that heard what you said yesterday told them. They are asking too many questions." He sighed. " if I tell them it was all a lie just to get rid of them, my studio will be worse than it ever is right now."
" I ..I don't know what to say.." I stuttered my words out.... he clearly knows how shocked I am right now.
" there are a few reporters who would like to interview you about your relationship with Xander. Might not be considered a relationship, but they want to know your story with him."
" what shall I tell them?" I ask very concerned.
" the truth." He said.
I sigh!!
If only he knew the truth!
" sure I will." I say turning back to the mirror.
" let's get started then. You are quite famous right now so you have to look good to your audience. I will call the dressers right now." He flew the door open and got out.
I was more concerned about the questions I was about to be asked rather than my looks right now.
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A few minutes later, I was all prepared for my interview. Jack sat next to me, giving me a look that says it's alright. It was fine with me actually. What scared me was that it was all a lie. And what if people figure that out?
A few reporters were only allowed to the interview.
" so, Lola Grayson.... how long have you been in the modeling industry?" One of the guys asked. He had a blonde hair that was messed up really bad.
" almost three years now." I answered very politely.
The other guys seemed to be jotting down something on their notepad while this guy is asking all the questions.
" what brought you to work with jack millers?"
Am glad this guy is straight to his questions....
" well, I heard he works with models like me and the others. Plus I always loved acting."
" how bout you jack? How did u end up giving the lead role to Lola instead of Amanda?" I was surprised the guy even knew about this.
" well, Lola is very talented. Amanda had some struggles with some of the parts....but I see that Lola is great at it. Plus she has the full package....beauty, talent, amazing body, flawless hair,and one of the best personalities I have ever encountered......Am not bragging about her this way because she is my main actor but because of the times we have shared. The way she treats people equally is amazing...her kindness and everything." He was smiling....

Something has gotten into this guy.... he clearly has lost his mind. When has he ever talked to me or gave me attention besides yesterday? This is pathetic!!!

" Lola, we have heard some rumors about you and Xander. Will you please tell us the details?"

" I really don't know what the rumors are about, but what happened with me and Xander isn't that serious. We were at the same flight. Two normal people sitting together. We talked about some random topics. We exchanged numbers. He really liked me but I was always too afraid of strangers. He called a few times to have some coffee but I didn't pick up. This was all that happened. Everything else you might have heard is a lie." I tried to calm myself and speak really formally.
" how do u feel now that you know he is a world class business man. In fact one of the youngest billionaire?"
" well, it's good things work out for him and all. But I don't really have his number anymore. So it's really not a big deal to me. Am a model, I make money on my own....am famous." I look down at my hands and speak up again. " I think that's all that matters right now."

" thank you Lola, we really appreciate your cooperation. This were all our questions. We all know you're a busy woman that's why we are thankful for your time." The report stood up from his chair and started shaking hands with me and jack.

" it's not a problem." I say giving out my hand.
After they left the room jack let out a breath he didn't look like he was holding.
Why was he stressed?
I was the one who should be in his position.

" thank you for helping me out Lola." He smiles at me.
What really happened to this guy?
He always ignored me but now he is all friendly and nice to me. Which was all new to me.
" it's no problem jack." I left the room and went to play my parts on the movie.
Today was hell of a day...

I will remind myself not to lie to anyone ever again. This will be the only lie coming out of me.
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Just as I was about to leave to my house....jack came to me.
" Lola, the next filming is going to be in Seattle....I just wanted to let you know to get ready for it."
" sure. I just have to take care of somethings at home."
" don't worry. We will be leaving in two days."
" thanks jack. I will be leaving now. Have a good evening."
" you too."
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I unlock the door to my house. I was exhausted.
Today was a long day.
" hi nana."
" how was your day my dear." She looked pale. Her words came out really weak too.
" what's wrong nana? You ok?" I ask reaching out to touch her face. She had no fevers.
" am ok dear. I am just tired. I will be ok once I get some sleep." She gives me a sheepish smile...tho I wasn't buying it.
I felt as if something was wrong with her.
Lord! Please save her. I have no parents.....no siblings....my parents were only one to their family too. Everyone is dead. Just please let her live for me. I don't wanna be alone.

....I started praying to God, he is the only one who can save her right now.

" ok nana, let's get you to bed. I will make you dinner and wake you up when it's ready." I pull her up and walked her to her room.

After I let her sleep, I felt a tear running down my cheeks. The last time I cried was when grandpa left. I don't wanna lose nana too.
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I made vegetable soup for dinner. It would give her some energy at least. I am trying all I can to survive in this cruel world.
But I think am doing a terrible job and failing at it.
Nana looked better now than before. Maybe it was rest she needed like she said.
But I thinks there's more to it. I just hope she is ok.

After dinner, I called sally to ask her if she could stay here full time till I return from my shootings .....
She is always helpful. I knew it's a lot, what am asking of her but she agreed. I will try to pay her extra. This is the least I can do for her.