~twenty-one~

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Song Haeun PoV

"If he lies or tells me anything different from what you told me, I'm leaving straight away," I told Yena as we walked to the front of Jungkook's house. "Is everyone here?" I asked and she nodded, opening the door.

We walked through to where the voices were, everyone's heads turning to us, including Jungkook. He stood up when he saw me. "Can we go talk?" I asked him and he nodded quickly, making his way to me.

"Let's go to my room, it's only there," He pointed to a room and I nodded following him to wherever he was heading to. We got into his room and sat on the edge of the bed.

"What do you want me to tell you?" He asked and I shrugged, "Everything," I told him. "So first, I will admit, I did get your number from Yena to try and play you, to find out why you were such an introvert and isolated yourself so much. To hook up as well. But now I know you're a better person than I thought you were, you're really nice," He said.

I processed everything he told me. I looked away from him as I collected my thoughts on whether or not I would forgive him.

I was apprehensive because of how heart broken I'd been before, I was being cautious because I didn't want to feel that type of heart wrenching pain again, I didn't want my whole life to be flipped upside down again.

I lost everything when he cheated, and I wasn't sure if I could trust that Jungkook wouldn't hurt me. I didn't want to give him a ch-

I heard sniffling beside me and I looked up. "Jungkook- Are you crying?" I asked, my thoughts softening as the sight of the schools biggest fuck boy sat beside me, wiping his tears on the back of his hand. "No," He said and I smiled.

"I'm so sorry," He apologises again, crying a little bit harder. I laughed lightly as I reached up and wrapped my hands around his neck, him burying his face into my neck.

"Don't cry," I said softly as I ran my hand up through his hair. "I didn't mean to hurt you," He sighed, "It's okay," I spoke and I felt him shake his head, "It's not, you had such a hard time and I was going to take advantage of that just to prove your best friend wrong, I was so horrible," He confessed.

"Jungkook, just calm down," I said as I patted his back, urging him to stop crying so much. He pulled away and his eyes were all puffy and red, his hair hung low on his forehead, I couldn't help but pout. He looked so broke, and sad.

"Don't be sad, it's in the past," I said as I moved his hair from his eyes. He shook his head, "What can I do to make it up to you?" He hiccuped and I smiled, "Just give me some time to process everything, I'll text you when I'm ready," I told him truthfully and he nodded.

"I'm going to go, Okay? You need some time for yourself and so do I," I said and he smiled knowing what I said was the truth. "I'll wait for you Haeun," He said and I nodded, standing up to leave the room.

I left and walked to the living room where Yena was, with the others there too. "Is he okay?" Jimin asked me and I nodded, "He's a bit upset, so I'm going to give us some time before speaking again," I told him and he nodded, concern filling his eyes when I  told him he was upset.

"I'll see you all later," Yena waved goodbye to them and I smiled before we left. "Are you okay? You didn't fight did you?" Yena asked me while she drove. "No, he cried Yena, like sobbed while I hugged him," I told her and she pretended to grab her heart.

"The Jeon Jungkook CRIED?" She asked and I nodded, laughing a little at how crazy the thought was. "He must be pretty sad," She said and I nodded, looking out the window to stop myself from crying.

"He's such a baby when you get to know him," I said and Yena agreed enthusiastically, "He's literally the cutest person ever when he gets all soft, especially with Jimin, he really loves his friends," She said and I smiled softly.

"He just said some fucked up things before he even met me, I can't hold him accountable for his thoughts before me, he didn't know me," I told him and she nodded, "I guess, but you're still allowed to be hurt, his intentions weren't totally good," She pointed out and I nodded.

"Yeah, I know," I said as I turned back to face the front window of the car, "He's really nice, I don't know what it is about him," I told Yena. "Wait, Haeun? Are you saying what I think you are?" She furrowed her eyebrows.

"Depends," I shrugged, "Because if it's that you think I'm starting to like Jungkook, you wouldn't be totally wrong,"

Jeon Jungkook PoV

"Are you okay?" Jimin and the others knocked on my door. I told them I was, but they insisted on coming in. Of course I was still teary, my eyes were still red and puffy, it had only been a couple of minutes since she'd left.

"Aw, Kook," Jimin strode up to me and sat beside me, putting his hand around my shoulder and squeezing me lightly. "What'd she say?" Jin asked me, sitting on the other side of me. "She told me she thinks if it'd be best if we had some time alone to think about things and to calm down," I told him as I sniffled.

"Don't cry Kook, you know she'll come back," Hoseok said as he ruffled me hair. "I feel so guilty, I don't know why I feel so much pain," I told them, not understanding what I was feeling.

"It's just because you really like her," Taehyung told me and flicked my chin, "Fucking pussy, we were meant to be fuck boys," He said as he pointed between him, Yoongi and I.

"I'm sorry~" I laughed and so did the others. "Let's go watch a movie," Namjoon proposed and we all agreed with him as we walked to the living room.

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I'm just imagining Jungkook crying because he hurt someone and I'm genuine pain, my hear is sore
Butttt I have a new story in my head that I'd like to try, I'm just thinking of a good story line lmao
Thanks for reading!

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