(Layla &Nipsey)
Hey you reached Nip, leave a message at the tone and I'll holla back at you. Nipsey voicemail said after me trying to call him for the tenth time tonight.
We have been really distant these last couple of months I honestly think I'm getting on his nerves living here with him but he asked me to move in after everything went down. It was good the first year but after that he started to change and I could see his true colors. I honestly miss Tiffany at times like this because she would always give great advice. I feel dumb for all the stuff I said to her I just won't put my pride to the side and apologize.
The door knob began to jiggle with a key being inserted into the door. I looked over at the clock and it say 3:10 a.m. I just shook my head and sat up as I heard him coming up the steps. He walked in the bedroom and locked eyes with me before heading to the bathroom.
"I was just staying up to make sure that you were okay? Are you ?" I said looking up at him.
"I'm fine Layla don't start with all the questions tonight, go to sleep." he said slamming the bathroom door behind him.
I jumped while tears streamed down my face as I quietly got up and headed to guest room. I don't know why I'm not used to him acting like this its like I'm his worst enemy now. I climbed under the covers and rolled over as I cried to myself not too loud for him to hear. All of sudden I heard footsteps I know it was him.
"Layla why you in here ,?" I stayed silent before finally saying. "I just don't want to cause any drama tonight , I know you work out on the streets but treating me like I'm some cheap hoe that your just fucking hurts my feelings so bad Nipsey, you know I'm stealing dealing with what happen and my depression I just would rather be in here alone than to lay beside someone who doesn't even want me there." I sat up wiping my face attempting to get up and walk past Nip. He grabbed me and hugged me super tight as I cried in his arms.
"I don't mean to be a burden on you--- " I was cut off my him kissing my lips slowly and gently.
"Your not a burden on me baby , and yes your right I have been taking things out on you I'm really sorry we still trying to find these niggas and its eating me alive that they still walking and breathing and you having to deal with consequences, I'm mad that I couldn't be there to protect you I feel like the worst boyfriend ever.'' He said while one tear came down his eyes.
"Baby I'm okay , I'm here now, I was very traumatized but I promise baby I'm okay you have been my rock, I just hate when you shut me out."
He shook his head knowingly and hugged me. He took me back to bed and we cuddled all night . I think tomorrow will be a good time to talk about counseling, and to call my Bestfriend hopefully she will talk to me .
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