(TIFFANY)
Two weeks later...
Today was the first day of Dave and I counseling session. Thing have been going smooth with us we both agreed we needed additional help. We decided to choose my childhood pastor.
"Goodmorning Dave and Tiffany , how are you guys today?" Pastor Wilson said as we came in his office. I was pretty nervous because Pastor Wilson knows a lot about my family and it was weird to talk to him about my relationship and or sex life.
"We are doing good, Pastor Wilson its so good to see you today." We both greeted him.
''So I just wanted to start by asking you guys why do you think y'all are here." We both took a deep breathe before looking to see who would go first.
"Well I personally think its because of me," Dave said making me jerk my head up instantly.
"Dave no its not just you, its because of the both of us." I said because honestly and truly it wasn't just because of him, its the both of us we just need work on our communication.
"Its really more me, Tiffany I haven't been loving you the way that I should have, I've been taking everything you do for me granted. I've cheated on you, and even made you loose--" he stopped getting chocked up and holding his head in his face.
"Look I've did some messed up stuff, and till this day I can't understand why you are still with me and putting up with everything I've put you through.'' he said still wiping his face.
I never knew he felt this way, I always thought he just did it because he knew I would stay.
"I think the main reason I stay is because I don't want to loose you out of my life, DJ adores you and I can't stomach having to tell him that mommy and daddy are no longer together." I took a deep breathe.
I wanted to tell him exactly how I felt inside, he was the only man that made me feel beautiful and even though he has hurt me so much he still has been there to protect me at the end of the day its hard to let go of something that makes you feel good even if it makes you feel bad as well.
"Can I be honest?" I said while trying to void eye contact with Dave.
"Please baby."
"I knew you were still messing around with Jasmine once I got pregnant I that would make you leave her alone and focus on me, dj ,kari, and our unborn, that did do anything so I was learning to just accept the fact that you no longer wanted me." Dave just stared at me he has sadness written all over his face which is something I didn't want I know I should want him to feel what Ive been feeling but its hard.
"Wow you two really love each other and don't even know how in love you guys are. Here's what I want you guys to do is go back to the very first moment you met and write down what attracted you to one another, and see why the same things that made you love each other can't seem to help you stay together, and when you guys come back next week we will talk about it." Pastor Wilson said shaking our hands.
We both said our good bye's and got in the car to go pickup DJ and Kairi.
"Tiff I just want you to know I really do love you and I pray that these counseling sessions help us."
"Me too baby, me too." I said giving Dave a kiss on the cheek.
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