it always hits late at night,
when the sadness rolls around.
nothing gets the heaviness off my chest,
so i just smile through the pain.
fake it till you make it,
no one can understand when the faking doesn't work.
"its all in your head!"
then why do my lungs feel as if they're collapsing?
"don't be sad! you have no reason to be!"
i know, i'm trying to feel okay.
i have all these issues,
yes i know.
so i'll just keep pretending to be okay,
just until the pain has gone away.
