the day i lost you, it hurt. you were one of the greatest men in my life, and i wish i could have told you. i wish i was there for you like you were there for me. when you were diagnosed with cancer, i couldn't believe it. how could this have happened? you always had health issues, and i accepted it. i wish i spent more time trying to talk to you, and see you. i was too busy doing my own thing. i wish i could have spent more time trying to be with you in your last moments. how was i supposed to have known that you would be gone two months later? i regret not being with you. i regret not talking to you more. i hope that you're okay wherever you went when you died. i will always love you, and i miss you like crazy. i'm sorry for not being there for you. i hope that you can forgive me. i will always love you, papaw. i love you, and i hope you can rest easy now. i will look to the stars tonight, and just hope that you can be okay. i will make it through, and i will never forget you.
rest easy. 8/29/19
