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Hanahaki- Kleinsen

Wow, I am not proud of this at all. My transition totally suck and I feel like it's over all crappy writing, but I worked too long on this not to post it, so here it is.

Hanahaki disease is an illness born from one-sided love, where the patient throws up and coughs up flower petals when they suffer from one-sided love. The infection can be removed through surgery, but the feelings disappear along with the petals.

Summary: Jared had hanahaki for EvanTW: Blood and mild swearingWord count: 746

Jared sensed the familiar burning in his lungs. Not again. Not already.

 "Are you alright?" Evan asked, his face twisting with concern. He felt the thorns crawl up his throat and Jared could taste blood.

"Yeah." He tried to swallow the emerging flowers but had no luck. "Excuse me," Jared quickly exited the room, barely making it to the toilet before he collapsed to the bathroom floor. 

He began to cough violently, full flowers coated with blood sputtering from his throat. 

Jared had always loved Evan. At first, it was a small middle school crush, here and there he'd think that something Evan would do was cute. But over time, his longing for the boy grew until it started to hurt him Physically. Jared knew he could just get the removal surgery, but that would also mean losing the love he felt for Evan and Jared had possessed the feelings for so long, that he was afraid of life without them.

Jared coughed up a few more petals and pulled himself up, making his way over to the mirror. He looked like absolute shit. His tear-stained cheeks were swollen and raw from constantly puking or crying. He had also lost a ton of weight. His cheeks had sunken in and his ribs poked out of his sides.

Jared splashed some water on his face in attempted to hide that he was crying and walked back to his room, where Evan sat with a worried expression.

 "Are you sure you're okay? I heard you coughing, it sounded pretty bad." Evan said concern coated his voice.

"I told you, I'm fine." He snapped back, rather harshly. Jared hated when he acted like a jerk to Evan. But it was easier to push him away than let himself grow close to a boy that would only make his pain worse.

"Okay..." Evan trailed off but didn't say anything more, although it looked like he wanted to. That was another thing the shorter male loved about Evan; he never forced Jarred into anything.

If he didn't want to talk, Evan wasn't going to pry on him, though he could tell the dirty blonde was worried. It was understandable. If it was Evan that started to act the way Jared was, he'd be concerned too.

But there was no way that he could tell Evan the truth. Jared wasn't going to lose the little bit of Evan he had just because he confessed his feelings.

 The room was silent for a moment, then Evan spoke up again.

"Jared, do you have Hanahaki?" It was only five simple words, but the effect they had on Jared was immense.

Then it hit him. Of course, he knew. Jared had thought he'd done a good job hiding it, but Evan was his best friend of seventeen years. They knew one another better than they knew themselves. There was no way that Jared could hide a secret that big without Evan eventually finding out.

"How'd you know?" Jared asked, his voice shaky as he held back tears.

"I suspected it for a while now. You're always running off in the middle of class to use the bathroom or randomly disappearing during conversations. But then, I saw some petals." Evan sighed and turned his blue gaze to look at the shorter male. "Who do you have it for?"

Jared shamefully stared at the ground. He could almost feel Evan's eyes watching him, waiting for an answer.

It stayed like that for a few minutes. Evan too afraid to speak. And Jared treasuring the last few moments he had with the other before he would tell him everything. Then finally, the words came out.

"It's you." The phrase was unadorned, yet still had so much emotion in it. "I'm sorry." His shoulders trembled as the tears started to spill down his face. "I didn't want it to be-"

His words were cut off by two hands on the back of his neck and a soft pair of lips on his own. The kiss was brief and innocent. But in the two seconds, it had lasted, there was an unspoken agreement between the boys that no matter what, everything would be all right. It was one of those moments, where no words needed. The way that they embraced each other said enough.

"I love you." He whispered into Evan's ear.

"I love you too." The male responded. And that was all Jared needed to hear.

Yeah, that probably wasn't my best work, but like whatever.  Anyways, please leave suggestions in the comments. I feel like I sound really desperate,  but I kind of am, so yeah.

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