professor venomous X reader (lemon)

chapter 8- a little visit

"No please don't go no no noooo... Please" I screamed sobbing.
"It's okay you'll be okay" I wipped away my tears as I panicked covering the deep wound on his stomach.

"I-i--i love that you so much my love" He tried raising a hand to my cheek by the time he reached it he had stopped breathing his finger tips brushed my face as he layed lifeless in my arms.

"No please I can't lose you again fink do something help.... "
No one came.
"Help me... Help me please " I sobbed mascara ran down my cheeks, face red, alone, scared.

"Help.. Help ahhhhh" I woke up to venomous shaking me.
My body was hot and sweaty

"Hey hey babe you okay" Hi eyes locked with mine they watered immediately.

"I love you don't leave me please" I rushed into a hug quickly.

"Hey it's okay" He said hugging me tighter rubbing the back of my head "I would never leave you your too special to me"

"No not like that of mean yes but no other mean don't die I can't be alone again your my every thing venomous and so is fink you guys are my family and I love you both"

"This is your 5th nightmare this week are you okay"
I shook my head closing my eyes

"I need to go to a psychiatrist" He nodded got out of bed with nothing but a pair of black boxers on (mmmmm yummy) picked up the phone and called his friend who was actually a psychiatrist her name was Dr. Fizzle.  He climbed back into bed and snuggled you back to sleep until l our precious baby woke us up with the same shenanigans she always pulled jumping on us.

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Hours later after lunch actually I went to see Dr. Fizzle she had drown hair, fair skin, black circled glasses, blue eyes, and pink lips she looked nice enough.
I said goodbye to venomous as I walked in the room.
I was surprised to see that her room didn't look like I expected it to look I thought It would have a long chair that cartoon therapists have and no pictures on the wall but I was wrong her room looked like a living room in a normal house cute pictures, motivational posters, a white desk full of papers and documents that had little nick-nacks on it, and beige-ish couches that had perfectly puffed blue pillows.
The scene was calming the air smelt like lavender and sitting down was like laying on a cloud.

"Hi mine name is Dr. Fizzle but you can call me Darlene" She said as she sat down extending her hand.

"Nice to meet you Darlene I'm (y/n) " I said as I reached out to shake her hand.

"So why don't we start from the beginning"

"Well when I was a child I wanted to be a hero but my entire family were villains they honestly gave me a hard time and at the age on 6-7 they would tell me I'm worthless and would never amount to my big sister adaliyah that upset me ay a young age not only did my family bully me but so did everyone at school. "

She adjusted her round black glasses and looked at me "my dear i think that you are suffering from post traumatic disorder which would explain the nightmares and your fear of being alone this means that you have suffered from a terrifying experience such as bullying from your parents "

"How do I fix it? "

"Well Mrs. (Y/n) maybe you should try talking to you the people who bullied you as a child or your family, patching things up with them does help and forgiveness is always a good step to take"

I nodded "anything else? "

"Not at the moment my dear your symptoms aren't as full blown as my other clients "

"Thank you Darlene erm may I hug you"

"Haha go right ahead my dear"

I got up and hugged her before I walked out the door to my soon to be husband and soon to be daughter I walked towards them hugged them and said "I need to see my parents"

"Are you sure" Venomous asked confused on my random statement I nodded

"Yes I need to patch thing's up"

"Hi mom it's me im calling to tell you that I'm coming over to talk to you and dad"
Then I hung up.

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Sorry this chapter is a little weird and short 😂🤷‍♀🤦‍♀💚🖤💜