what am i to you • tk

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"Where's jieun?" - I said with no emotion

I don't know, I feel so angry, sad and jealous but yeah why? I have no rights to feel this fucking emotions. I'm just his bestfriend right?

I sigh.

He look at me then he walk closer to me then he kiss my forehead.

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

He wrap his arms around my waist, he pulled me to hug.

I blushed but I don't know, I'm not happy.

I heard him sigh.

"Let's go home" - he said

"My home" - I said and pulled away

We're now walking to my house.

Silent.

Silent.

Silent.

It's awkward. We didn't talk, we just walking. I don't know but I don't want to talk to him.

I'm angry at myself, I hate myself. Why am I like this?

"Thank you" - I said

I was about to walk to the door when..

"Angel..."

I sigh and looked down then I turned around.

I look at him. He look sad, but why? Well, you're just assuming taehyung.

"Why?"

"Can I stayover?"

I smiled at him, then he smiled at me.

"No, go home. Your mom waits you" - I said then I enter at my house

I sigh sadly.

"Hey son? You okay?"

"Yes mom" - I smiled at her

I walked upstairs then I shower.

I lay in my bed, thinking about what happen in my first day of school.

I rolled my eyes. I hate this feeling.

I look at the bunny stuffed toy beside me.

"You hurt me again.. but I can't blame you because it's my fault.. it's my fault to fall in love with you"

I suddenly felt a tear in the corner of my eyes.

I quickly wipe my tears.

"I'm OA" - I laugh at myself

"Why are you so angry, sad and jealous? You shouldn't be feel that tae because you have no rights. Remember you're just his friend, his bestfriend" - I said to myself

*tok tok

"Jinnie hyung?"

Jin hyung enter at my room then he sit beside me.

"How's first day of school?" - jin smiled at me

I suddenly remember what happen.

I sigh and smiled a bit.

"Nothing, it's same"

"It's same? Wait, why do you look sad?"

"Huh? N-no. I'm not sad, I'm just tired" - I smiled at him