what am i to you • tk

18

It's 8 pm and here I am alone at quadrangle waiting for gguk, gguk is in sports room with his coach.

"Why are you still here?"

I turned around to see who is that.

"Jieun"

I smiled at her but she rolled her eyes on me. AGAIN?!

"W-What is your problem?" - I ask

"You"

She smirk at me then she walk to me.

"Do you know how me and gguk met?"

I furrowed my eyebrows. Yeah, how?

"Well I guess you didn't know" - she smirk at me

"We met in a dating site year 2015, we always talking at social media although we didn't met in personal"

Dating site????

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

"You hear me? I said dating site, so it means there's something between me and gguk" - she smiled at me

There's something between him and her?

I gulp.

"I-I don't care?" - I said

"Oh you really don't care?" - she smirk

"Oh tae.. I know you like him and I don't like it. Can you stop feeling cute or beautiful to him, because you're not. It's disgusting"

What??? What is happening to her?

"Y-Yah! I-

"And if you think he will like or love you, oh faggot it will never gonna happen" - she laughed at me

I felt a pang on my chest.

"I know he likes me, oh should I say... he loves me?" - she smirk and I just blink, furrowing my brows at her

"I can feel he have a feelings for me, so now tae. Can you please distance away from my gguk? You didn't notice? He doesn't like you, he doesn't like when you're with him or being clingy, he doesn't like a faggot. So can you please distance?"

"Look at yourself, you're ugly, thin, just gay. Eww"

I sigh and I close my eyes. Don't mind her taehyung, don't mind her...

"YAH! I said look at yourself, open your eyes and look at yourself, you're ugly, thin, just faggot, ggukie doesn't deserved you"

I felt a pang on my chest. I open my eyes and I look at her.

I'm used to heard that words in the students and yes it fucking hurts but still, I didn't mind them... But It's more hurts when it comes to her.. Because I thought she's my friend..

I don't know but when someone is insulting me, I feel weak. I can't fight for myself, and I hate it.

"Y-yah! S-stop insulting me!"

"Oh and why not? you gonna fight with me? Then why you didn't fight with the students when they insulting you? A faggot - she smiled at me

I just look at her, mouth shut... Yeah she's right... When someone is insulting me.. I didn't fight for myself... I just didn't mind them.. I am weak. weak...

I felt my tears are going to flow, but I can't. I can't cry infront of her. Come on tae, don't cry!

"Bye bitch" - then she walks away