what am i to you • tk

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I'm here at my room getting ready for school.. I'm so happy. I'm so happy my dad is here..

I look at myself in the mirror, smiling.

"Look at yourself, you're ugly, thin, just gay. Eww"

"Look at yourself, you're ugly, thin, just gay. Eww"

"Look at yourself, you're ugly, thin, just gay. Eww"

I suddenly close my eyes...

I heard her words again... I sigh.

I slowly open my eyes.

I stare at myself in the mirror.

"You're not ugly baby... you're beautiful, you have beautiful eyes, long eyelashes, high pointed nose with cute mole, plump lips, you're kind, nice, you're perfect tae.. an angel, an ethereal... y-you're so fucking beautiful.."

"You're not thin angel... you're just petite, you have feminine body, you have a slim waist that every girls want.. y-you're not thin, you're just sexy bub.."

"And lastly you're not just a fucking faggot okay? You are Kim Taehyung... you are your mom's son, your mom's love, your mom's happiness... you are my fairy, my angel, my bub, my happiness, and my l-love okay?"

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

I blushed and I touch my chest. My heart beats fast.

"You are you Kim Taehyung... You are my son.. Don't mind the words that you heard because you know that it's not true.. Don't let your brain and emotions eat you.. Don't let people hurt you again okay?"

I smiled at myself at the mirror.

Gguk and Dad is right...

"You are Kim Taehyung.."

I smiled.

I walk downstairs.

"Oh son.."

"I'm going now mom, dad, jin hyung"

I smiled at them.

"Take care son.."

"Yes dad" - I smiled at him

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"Tae!"

"Chimmy!!!"

I run at chimmy and I hug him.

"You bitch! Where were you? I'm worried!"

I pulled away at chimmy and I smiled at him.

"Are you okay now?"

Wait? Did he know what happen to me?

"Did you know what happen to me?"

He sigh and he hold my hand.

"Yes tae.. gguk told us that you're just sick.. the squad knows what happen to you"

I sigh. I thought gguk said to them the real reason.

"J-Jieun knows it too?"

He just nod.