what am i to you • tk

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Gguk is now done showering.

I look at him, he's just wearing a shirt and pants but why he still look good?

He caught me staring and I look away.

I blushed and bite my lips.

He walk to me then he sit beside me.

"What do you want to do?"

I look at him, he's looking at me, smiling.

"I-I don't know.."

Silent...

"Angel come here.."

He pulled me to him he rest his hands on my cheeks. I felt my face heat up.

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

"Remember what I said last night?"

I slowly nod at him.

"When someone told you again that words, what will you do?"

I look at him, he's waiting for an answer.

"D-Don't mind them.."

He nod and smiled sweetly at me.

"Yeah good angel.."

I remember again the words that she said to me... I remember Jieun again... I remember what happen to myself.. I sigh.

I don't know what happen to me.. I feel numb.. I just feel weak.. I'm sensitive.. My emotions eat me.. I just feel that she's right..

I feel my heartbeat stops when I hearing the words that she said to me but when I see Gguk's crying, my heart beats again..

"B-But I-I said.. no one told me that w-words.."

I'm lying.. I know it's bad to lie and I know I don't want to lie to gguk but Jieun is her friend... And I don't want them to fight because of me.. I don't want gguk to be mad at her because of me..

I look at gguk, he's just staring at me.

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

He pulled me to hug and I sigh and hugged him back.

I pulled away from him.

"Gguk, can I ask a question?"

He look at me and smiled.

"Yes of course angel"

I smiled shyly and bite my lips.

"W-When did you and Jieun become friends?"

He look at me and sigh a bit.

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

"Ah.. in social media.. I met her in dating site year 2015"

I look at him, heart suddenly felt uneasy. So it's true?

"But wait, let me finish angel.."

I bite my lips, I don't know but I feel nervous.

"Hey angel.. Don't bite your lips like that"

I look at him and I blushed slightly.

"Well angel... we met in dating site.. That time I'm just boring so I try to explore that site but promise angel, I'm not planning or trying to have a girlfriend or boyfriend in that site"