happy to help (Kiribaku!! au) - (COMPLETED!)

day 9 pt 3

Katsuki POV

ei said he forgot something at school but this is taking to long.

"mom! i'm gonna take a walk!"
"kay!"

i grab my keys, my phone and my earbuds. i shuffle a playlist as i walk.

depressing songs

all the kids are depressed - jeremy zucker
be alright - dean lewis
bitches broken hearts - billie ellish
boy in the bubble - alec benjamin
brave enough - lindsey stirling
chlorine - twenty one pilots
dad's song - set it off
dark enough - manou jue cardoso
don't get any closer - bebe rexha
faded - alan walker
feelings are fatal - mxmtoon
first burn - ari afsar, julia harriman...
for the love of a daughter - demi lavato
f**k feelings - olivia o'brien
happy pills - weathers
hard 2 face reality- poo bear
hate u love u - olivia o'brien
how to save a life - the fray
i don't exist- olivia o'brien
in my blood - shawn mendes
invisible - anna clendening
king - lauren aquilina
kissaphobic - make out monday
location - khalid
love myself - olivia o'brien
medicate - gabbie hanna
mister glassman - scotty sire
moment of silence - lucidious
our love remains - rei brown
panic room - au/ra
paralyzed - nf
please don't cut - mikelwj
porcelain face - 4 door theatre
prom dress - mxmtoon
safe & sound - taylor swift
seasonal depression- mxmtoon
seizure boy - watsky
shadow man - noname
six feet under - billie ellish
slow dance - adventure time
so mean - afternoon
stitches - shawn mendes
sunflower feelings - kuzu mellow
teen idle - marina and the diamonds
thank you for the broken heart - j rice
toxic thoughts - faith marie
wake up - nf
warrior - beth crowley
waving through a window - dear evan hansen
we don't have to dance - andy black
welcome to the black parade - my chemical romance
why - nf
you don't know - katelyn traver
1-800-273-8255 - logic
7 years (remix) - sik world
1994 - alec benjamin

(all of the songs, not all played)

i head out and i walk towards the school, that is the last place ei said he was.

i make my way over as i hum to the music that's being played through my earbuds. i start singing to one of them.

lately i feel so alone
don't even know why i have a phone
nobody hits me up and i'm stuck
never had someone that i could call my own

it's lonely walking down this road
fake friends that i didn't have to know
the same one that's fucked me over and whenever i need them
and i just turn around they turn ghost

i feel i'm at an all time low
i'm depressed and it hurts me to know
my ex is happy and i can't seem to cope
she's ignoring every text message i wrote

my anxiety's high, my medications low
i am so stressed and i hate being home
sit and overthink everything alone
i wish i had somebody to hold, damn

i'm sick and tired of putting up a front
like i'm happy but really i am in a slump
i try to stay strong screaming "i don't give a fuck!"
but if anyone would give it then i'm the one

i wanna put down my walls and open up
i hide behind this rapper i've become
addicted to bein' accepted it's like a drug
no ones here, i feel like i'm ready to plunge