happy to help (Kiribaku!! au) - (COMPLETED!)

day 11

Eijiro POV

i wake up around 02:00 to the sound of crying. i get out of bed carefully and start to make my way towards the crying. i notice it's coming from the bathroom. i knock, "hey, you okay...?"

the crying doesn't stop. i look over and see shion is missing. i open the door to see her crying on the floor. i tap her shoulder.

'shion'
'i'm sorry big brother i didn't mean for you to see this' her signing is off because of her trembling hands. i go over to her bag quickly and grab her hearing aids, "shion... what happened...?"
"i-i'm sorry big brother..." she says as more tears spill from her grey clouded and blue ocean-ed eyes.
"shhhh... it's okay..." i say as i bring her into a hug. she continues to cry. she flinched when i originally touched her but she slowly melted into the physical contact.
"m-me-memor-ries..." she chokes out.
"i can relate..." i say as i tighten my grip. she looks at me, "you know tsuki, aki, asahi, and aika? they abused me for the longest time up until about a week ago... i still have bruises and scars and they'll never go away..." i say as i lift up my shirt to show the burns and scars. she has tears in her eyes, her eyes also show a look of worry and concern. "don't worry okay...? i'm here..." i say to her as i comfort her once more.
"b-back at the orphanage, i w-was always being made fun of b-because im deaf... th-they beat me so bad that i-i couldn't stop myself... i-i still can't... memories, trauma, voices... it's all engraved onto my soul..." i don't say anything. i just hug her and let her cry on me.

she adventually cries herself to sleep in my arms. i bringing her over to her air mattress and go back to suki. he has tears running down his face. i decide to wake him up and wipe them away.

i shake him gently. "suki...wake up..."
he lifts his eye lids slightly, he notices it's me and engulfs me into a hug that's so tight i cant move and i'm having trouble breathing.
"su-ki... brea-athe," i say as clearly as i could. he releases his grip a bit so i can breathe. i see he's slightly hiccuping and his breathing is unevened. (i don't know if anyone remembers but suki gets night terrors)

"shhhhh... it's okay, what happened?"
"d-do-don-t l," he hiccups, "l-lea-av-eave..."
"suki, what happened? your never like this..."
he stays quiet and just nuzzles into me. "j-jus *hiccup* -st d-don't *hiccup* l-lea-ave-e..."
"i won't suki... i promise..." we just cuddle until he's calmed down slightly.

hes now calmed so i decide to ask, "suki... what happened?" i don't hear a response, i lift his head up slightly and i see he's sleeping soundly. he has light snores and god there adorable. i swear to god he can't get cuter.

i look over at the clock and see its 04:20 so i decide to stay up. i'll ask mitsuki about what happened, maybe she'll know?

i go on my phone and play flappy bird as suki nuzzles into me within his slumber.

i want to rage but i can't so i play another game called fun run. it's actually really fun, it's where you play as an animal and you have to dodge attacks as you run across the map. other people can sabotage you as well. (actual game you should play)

i don't realize it, but by the time i check the clock, it's 06:18 and soon mama and mitsuki will come in.

speak of the devil, the door opens. i see mitsuki and mama come in. i say, "mama, mitsuki?"
"yeah?" mitsuki says.
i sit up and ask "around maybe 03:30-04:00 ish suki had tears running down his face. i don't know what happened but, i woke him up to ask and when he woke up, he immediately hugged me. i mean, don't get me wrong, we hug and things but he doesn't normally do it out of the blue, like he'll do it slowly or causally, but never sper of the moment. he also kept saying 'don't leave' and 'just don't leave' so i don't know what happened."
"oh god." mitsuki says as she looks to the bathroom and runs over to it. she looks through the cabinets and tries to find something. she sighs as she comes out with a pill bottle in her hand. "suki gets really... like reaaaaaally bad night terrors at night, i'm surprised he hasn't gotten them more. he needs to take pills every night, if he forgets they come back. it's kinda like tsuki's schizophrenia but instead it can only happen when he sleeps and it's about bad things not words."
"oh..." i say looking down at suki sleeping peacefully.

mama and mitsuki wake up everyone, me and suki stay in bed the longest while everyone gets changed, he needs more sleep.

when everyone's done, i decide to wake him up. we do still have school.

"suki?"
"nngrrrr..."
"it's time for school suki."
"please don't leave me though..."
"i won't leave your side, i promise okay?" he nods as he cuddles into me a bit more before we both decide to get up.

we both get dressed, suki finishes before me and he comes over to me while i'm still changing. he wraps his arms around my waist and puts his head on my shoulder as his head goes down so his nose is against my shoulder.
"you okay?"
"yeah... i just wanna stay here for a minute... please?"
"sure," i say as i lean into him. i put my forearms around his arms and lean into him. i kiss his forehead, i can feel him smiling within my shirt.

we finish our moment as i finish getting dressed. we head down, hand in hand and go to the kitchen downstairs. when we're there, we see everyone waiting for mama to finish breakfast. we continue to wait with them.

we go to sit on the couch and wait for breakfast. i'm leaning into suki and he puts his head once again on my shoulder looking at my phone. i was looking at vines;

iridocyclitis I-R

your not coming to my tea party? BeAtHaNy I mAdE bIsCuIts!!!

adam...

road work ahead, uh yeah, i sure hope it does

it's wednesday ma dudes, AHHHHHHHHH

turn off the flash you fucking moron

deez nuts, ha! goty!

why the fuck you lyin'?

oh country boy, i love you blahhhhhh

i shaved my eyebrows
why?
i don't know

and more. suki was quietly laughing, i could feel his laugh vibrations and i leaned more into him.

then breakfast finished. we went over to it. we ate the toast with everyone and we all headed out to school.

we all walked, me and suki's hands were attached. we talked about random things and then aika brought up this thing called a "vsco girl"? i don't know, people are calling her one and she doesn't like it. she finds them a bit disgusting. (i'm aika and sorry if that offends anyone, if your a vsco girl your not disgusting your super nice and i'm sorry if you one please don't @ me) anyway, we arrived at the middle school and dropped off everyone. we got back to the way to the high school. tsuki listens to music and me and suki talk to each other.

"sorry if i woke you up ei..." he says looking slightly shamefully.
"you didn't and even if you did, don't sweat it, i would wake up or do anything for you, okay?" he nods but i can't help but feel like he's lying.
"your lying. what's wrong?"
"n-nothing..."
"you stuttered. your lying."
"n-no im not."
"why are you lying suki?"

Katsuki POV

'i can't burden him... i can't let him know i feel depressed and scared and anxious right now... i can't let him know that he's gonna die soon...' tears start to poke out of the corners of my eyes. ei takes his hand and wipes them away.

"suki what's wrong? your never like this and i don't want to see your cry... it makes me sad," he says as tears fall from his right eye. the one that's scarred slightly more compared to his other eye, there's a tiny triangle scar there. i wonder why i never noticed.
"i-i can't tell y-you ei..."
"suki, you can. i won't leave you or hurt you or anything for anything..."
"y-you will..." i say under my breath, he caught it. "no i won't, what's wrong?" he says in a serious tone.

i cover my eyes and face as tears pour from my crimson, blood red eyes. "w-what happens i-in my nig-ght terrors is weird, i-it'll come true... i-i was told that y-you-ll d-die..." i say breaking at the end. i couldn't stand to let him know.

"w-what...?"

sorry for the long ass wait and the cliffhanger but i've been busy getting back into school and i'm exhausted so yeahhhhh. anyway, it's not what you would expect, like the way he's gonna die so, yeah. sorry again!!

bye bye!

~allie