She was Jennifer
He was James
In the teenage world full of crushes, drama, fun, and tears, Jen and James thought they've seen it all. Since birth they've been inseparable. Now, it's the ending of summer and the beginning of their senior year at Heav...
This was one of the greatest moments of my life until everything stopped.
The sparks, the butterflies, the lightheaded feeling I had from not receiving oxygen for too long.
He pulled away and stared at me baffled.
I did the same.
He spoke up, still hovering over me.
"Baby girl, I'm sorry."
I went into a state of confusion, frowning, and scrunching my brows.
What happened?
Was I bad at kissing?
Does he not like me?
Am I ugly?
By now, all intentions of following the plan are lost in the back of my mind and my focus is on how my best friend of 17 years just stole my first official kiss.
He slowly removes himself from atop of me, getting back on his feet and then helping me up. I kept my head down in embarrassment and stayed quiet, letting him speak.
"It was a mistake. I only did it because you're in this sexy outfit and I-I lost all self-control. I'm so sorry" he apologized again.
"It was a mistake..." I muttered nodding, feeling a tinge if hurt but looking up into his hazel brown eyes anyway, hiding my emotions.
He smiled, one that didn't reach his eyes, and told me that he had stuff to do and that it was getting late.
It was only 7:30 and me and him both knew he was lying but I kept my mouth shut and left his house.
Once I got home, I laid on the bottom of my bed, grabbing my laptop and FaceTiming my girls + Cayden.
When they all finally picked up, I broke down.
Our quick conversation ended with them telling me that they were coming over and that we're having an emergency sleepover.
Apparently, even Cayden agreed, meaning that he was gonna go all boy best friend protective mode and try to mend my hurt feelings and nipped heart.
While I waited for them to arrive, I changed into a big t-shirt that smelled like James, got out the plethora of junk food that I use for sleepovers, and began blasting music through the house.
A calming tactic used for when I'm upset.
After about 15 minutes when everyone was here, I turned off the music and got ready for them to help me get outta my feelings.
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I led everyone into the living room where we sat there in silence. Cora spoke up first.
"Babe, what's going on?"
I kept them in the dark about the situation over the quick convo and just told them that I needed them.
They obviously know about my feelings for James, hence why they came over immediately.
After taking a few minutes to explain the problem, everyone was silent again.
Cayden made the first move, hugging me.
I didn't even realize I was crying until Kyra began wiping my tears and Cora bought a spoonful of cookies and cream ice cream toward my face.
They placed on a movie and sat there in silence, giving me the comfort I needed for the night. While Kyra strokes my hair and Cora gives me a cozy blanket, I lay on Cayden, falling asleep in his arms.
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