"just go for it. It can't possibly be that bad."
I consulted a few friends about the matter.
There were mixed opinions but the majority said the same thing my boyfriend did.
But the what if's keep getting to me.
Each time I urge myself to leave my apartment to go see you, the thoughts in the back of my mind claw at the inside of my head like a caged cat.
I can feel my thoughts getting darker and darker each day.
Each day telling me that if I go see you you'll break me again.
The fear of getting hurt.
The anger you left behind.
How broken I still feel.
All of that just makes me want to stay away.
I need to face my fears.
So I'll go see you.
I'll talk to you.
But I'll keep my guard up no matter what you do.
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Fanfictionsequel to liar "I've told you 100 lies. but now I tell you a single truth. I love you" "don't expect me to just take you back. you hurt me so so badly. how can I even believe you when you say those three words?" "alright then. I'll tell you every da...
