why do you love me

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"when did you start loving me?"

That's what I asked you while we were talking.

The topic of you loving me came up in conversation one time when were hanging out.

You stared at me for a second before answering.

"Well after a month or two of being with jimin it became more and more apparent that being with him didn't feel right.

At first I didn't know why. But then I realized it was because he wasn't you. I realized that the whole time I was only lusting after him.

You were the one I actually loved. And I always have. I was just too blinded to see it then and I just let you go."

You looked sad while you were talking.

Almost regretful.

I felt bad for you then.

You looked genuine.

Was that really case?

Two years ago it didn't seem like it.

But you seemed to be really telling the truth.

I didn't believe you loved me.

I didn't want to believe you loved me.

So I didn't.

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