𝘼 𝙎𝙄𝙉𝙂𝙇𝙀 𝙏𝙍𝙐𝙏𝙃 | 𝙏𝘼𝙀𝙆𝙊𝙊𝙆{✓}

I think not

"excuse me, what?"

Did you just say you loved me?

After all this time?

You really think an apology and you saying those words means I'll take you back?

That got me angry.

Fuming.

I blew up.

I screamed at you.

I told you all things that I've kept bottled up for years.

How you made me feel.

How broken you left me.

And how it's all your for how I am now.

But I know it's not just your fault that I have these issues now.

It's mine too.

For growing too attached.

And looking past all the red flags.

And not noticing things I should have.

Or just ignoring them when I did.

Now I can't trust like I used to.

Now I can't grow too attached to people and I question everything.

But even still I'm different now.

And I'm stronger now.

I won't bend to your will.

I won't bend to anyone's ever again.

I continued to scream at you for God knows how long.

I cried.

I even hit you.

But you just stood there and took it.

You knew you deserved it.

"I know"

You started after I had calmed down.

"I know how broken I left you. And I am so sorry. You gotta believe me taetae. I really-"

"Don't you dare call me that. You don't have the right to anymore"

When I interrupted you looked slightly shocked, then your face went back to looking guilty.

"Right, sorry. But seriously taehyung, I really am sorry. And I really do love you. I don't expect you take me back. But at least let me be friends with you. Please."

I looked at you with a glare.

"I accept your apology, but I don't ever wanna hear you say those to me again. I don't want your friendship. I don't want you near me. You hurt me very badly. And the effects of it are still here."

I knew if I stayed any longer I may cry again.

So I wiped my face clean of my forgotten tears.

"I'm going now. The only way you'll speak to me again is if I call you. But we both that's not likely to happen"

You nodded, still with that defeated face.

You opened the door for me and watched me walk out.

I don't know why.

But somehow I feel better.