𝘼 𝙎𝙄𝙉𝙂𝙇𝙀 𝙏𝙍𝙐𝙏𝙃 | 𝙏𝘼𝙀𝙆𝙊𝙊𝙆{✓}

break up

"I'm sorry yoongi. I really am"

As soon as I made my decision I called a cousin of mine that lived in Europe.

I would stay with them for a while.

It was a week after the jungkook debacle.

He had tried to call me, text me and all of the above for that whole week.

But I ignored him.

Being around him was the last thing I needed.

I had my ticket.

And a list of things I would need to bring.

Now I only had two things to do.

Pack the rest of my things.

And break up with my boyfriend.

It was a spring day when I did it.

We were at the park together.

Each with an ice cream in hand.

I wanted to give him a good last date before I broke the news to him.

When I told him I was leaving I didn't even have the chance to tell him I wanted to break up because he beat me to it.

"So I suppose you wanna break up with me?" He asked.

He had sad smile on his face as I nodded.

"I saw it coming. From the very moment when you accepted my feelings. When you said you were mine I knew you didn't mean it.

You know, I thought that maybe you could learn to love me like I love you. And for a moment I thought it was working. But it's clear it didn't.

Now that I think about it, you've never once said you loved me, let alone liked me, throughout our entire relationship."

I was shocked.

I didn't?

Thinking back I realized....I really hadn't.

I really am just the world's worse boyfriend.

I apologized to him over and over again.

But he just dismissed it with that same sad smile.

"It's alright taebear. As long as you're happy and find someone who you can truly love, I'll be just fine."

I could see that he was lying.

He wasn't going to be fine.

I had broken his heart.

That doesn't just heal out of no where.

But nonetheless I nodded.

I figured he'd be able to sleep better if he thought I thought he was fine.

He always did put me before himself.

He stood up after that and said he needed to get back to work.

"Thank you for trying...for trying to love me like I love you"

He said as he began to walk off

I remained on the bench and watched him descend down the stone path.

But as he walked I swear I could've heard him mumble, "I saw it coming. So why does it hurt so bad?"