I woke up .
Pain .
All I felt was pain .
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I walked down to the bus stop . It was the second day back . School was shit , home was shit , my whole life was shit .
It might sound cliché , but I felt like my world wouldn't be complete without her .
I sat on the bus , just thinking , staring blankly out the window .
Everyday that passed made me sadder .
The bus came to a stop .
I got off and walked into the school .
Then at the end of the day I would get back on the bus and go home .
Usually I would cry before I went to sleep . I didn't want this to effect my life . But it was to late for that .
This carried on for a few days .
Get up .
Go to school .
Come home .
Cry .
And then it was Friday .
On Saturday night I was going to sleep at stephs house . Even though she was dating someone else, I had a feeling that we would probably kiss a fair bit.
So I did my usual routine .
Get up and get ready ,bus stop, school.
When I got to school I noticed tension between Steph and her girlfriend .
Later She told me that she couldn't take it anymore , she told me that she was In love with me and didn't love that other girl .
I didn't know whether to believe her .
She told me many things .
She explained to me why she hurt me the way she did .
She told me she would do anything to be with me .
So that day she broke up with her .
But later that night when she asked me out I said no.
