So after she had kissed me we carried on with our daily life's .
We had talked about that kiss only for a brief period of time .
The next few days of school were just your typical average days .
School work , PMS teachers and cocky ,arrogant school kids.
The school holidays were now just a week away . So now all the kids were mucking up and being more obnoxious than usual . They thought that now that it was last week they could treat there teachers like dirt.
As the minutes stretched into hours and the hour stretched into days I realized that I was thinking about this girl more than usual . She was always on my mind for no apparent reason. Her smile was so perfect .
By this stage however , I did have a boyfriend and she did have a girlfriend so our relationship was just as friends .
I don't even know why the thought of being with her ,crossed my mind ,because I was attracted to guys and only guys . So why was this girl on my mind ?
I had thought about her every night before I went to sleep and the thought of being with her always crossed my mind which made me go insane cause I was questioning my sexuality a lot .
I just didn't think I could give up guys for her . And that's the truth . I cared for her so much and I did want to be with her , I just couldn't . It didn't feel like it was right . I had always said that I would marry a guy and have amazing children with him .
But this girl, this amazing girl ...
I couldn't get her out of my mind .
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The last day of the term came quicker than I thought .Steph and I had PE and decided to go into the change rooms . No one was in there and we just sat on the staircase .
The lights were off . It was just us in this empty room .
I could feel her gaze .
Next thing I know I slid closer to her and started to kiss her .
I felt her hand slide up my inner thigh almost touching my pussy . Kiss after kiss .
Her lips felt so good .
I never wanted to stop .
Then someone came in . It was Nathan our gay friend .
He sorta ruined it for us . We stopped kissing because we didn't want him to know but eventually we gave up and kept kissing .
It was the best last day ever .
The next day we went to the movies to watch 'how to train your dragon 2'
And I was leaning against her and her hand slipped down my bra and she held my tit for the entire movie, but we didn't kiss at all.
And then I went away for the week and I couldn't talk to her for the week .
It was the worst week of my life .