North vs South (Cameron Dallas)

Thirty five

Cameron

I stood with no emtotion as I looked down to the casket that was being lowered into the ground. I couldnt stand a simple touch or gesture by anybody my heart was aching and I was breaking inside even if my facial expression didnt show anything.

They weeped around me and hugged ecah other as they watched I dont get how you can comsole someone if your broken yourself, all I wanted to do was mourn alone in my room alone with a bottle of whisky and my journal and write letting out all my emtions.

The preist had said his final words and people made their way towrds the whole in the ground and throw in a white rose but I couldnt bring my feet off the ground as memories took over and all I could see was that face that will live forever in my mind.

"Shall we get him?" a voice asks from behind me as they make there way to their assigned cars.

"Leave him" Dylans voice peeks from behind me, "he needs his time."

I take a small step closer to the area of where the casket had been placed and take a step back after I finally realise that there is nothing left but a body in a overly priced box.

A unusal feeling trickles down my check and as I lift my fingers to my check it feels wet and I realsie that I couldnt stop the tears that trickled down my face almost like the accident, Im still im denial at this all and I begin to remember that this is what mourning is like. Im no longer numb with pain but bare with emtion as I drop down to my knees and cry out my voice suffocating the empty graveyard where this has probably been normal scene.

She is now gone

But she will live in my heart.

Forever my Melissa.

I'll probably never let go of her but now she is gone in a land where I will hold her in my wrinkly hands one day.

The worst part is that I fuvking love her more than I care about my actual life itself she was the reason that my world keep going.

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DO YOU ALL THINK I'M MEAN AND I WILL KILL MELISSA OFF!!! I JUST TRICKED YOU ALL AND THAT WAS A FAKE PART JUST TO GET YOUR HEARTS RACING!

I REPEAT THAT WAS A FAKE PART AND MELISSA ISNT ACTUALLY DEAD! Okay this is what actually happened :)

Melissa

"Dad I'm fine!" I squirm as he applies a wet cloth to my forhead wipping away the blood taht is trickling down my face from the fresh wound.

"Melissa Spence stay still otherwise it will hurt more!" he uses a firm voice with me like he used to do when I was a child.

I sit in silence as I wrap my arms over my chest as my heart beings to throb from the anticeptic he is using to patch up my head, everything happened so quickly that I dont really remember much one moment I was driving along the quiet street and the next I was steering off the road into a pole and Camerons car was wrapped around it.

Cameron. I wonder what he will say about his car when I go back to his house and what lie I will come up not

A car that had drove passeed called the ambulence and I was rushed to hospital which I had no say in I was concious but I felt so sleepy and tired. Of course my dad was on duty at the time taking care of the emergency department and nearly passed out himself when he saw me. My mom had of course come running and cried a few tears, she left to get coffee after she began to drive my dad insane with her numerous questions.