the texts I never sent....

hey....

Hey, I know it's been awhile... And I know that this might not be the right thing to do...

But I just want to say I'm sorry... I'm sorry for just ghosting you, for just vanishing and not replying... I really am sorry I just was hurt so badly by everything... Not with just what happened between us, but with everything and life in general... And have been struggling with my mental health like a lot....

And I'm sorry if I hurt you that wasn't my intention, I just wanted to get my head straight first before I even replied or messaged you...
But I can't seem to even do that...

I guess I just wanted to say sorry.... And I do hope we can be friends at least, even if it's not now, I hope in the future we can be...
Just know that I still care and think about you.... I love you... And I hope you are doing okay...

Good bye for now.... I hope you are happy... Just know I really am sorry with how things turned out....

I'll leave you be for now