the texts I never sent....

Why I Avoid You

If you really want to know... I'll tell you.

I don't know what you look like, when you're not in love with me.
I don't know what your eyes look like without the glow of happiness to see me.
I don't know how to be near you without being so close to you.
I don't know how to smile at you without beaming with love.
I don't know how to act like I'm not in love with you anymore.
I don't know.
And I just don't care to find out.