Who You?| Taekook| Completed

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Taehyung stood in front of minho's grave, panting heavily and tears dripping on the soil crunching beneath his shoes.

His hands were formed into fists as he cried in front of his lover's grave.

"I-i tried. I-i tried to push him away by acting cold to him, but he kept coming back. I wanted him to go away from my life before I fall in love with him and he finally left"

"But why did he have to leave when I finally fell for him? He could have left before. The day he gave me rose, my-my heart fluttered but I ignored it and threw his rose away, when he entangled our hands, I felt so lov-loved, but I removed it away from his grip, the day he took me to the date, it was the best day of my life, but i decided that it was the worst, he made love with me, b-but i ignored it and told him to leave from my life if he fell in love with him, that day when I saw him sing with Lisa i-i felt jealous, but I ignored it too, then I saw them coming together in the party and people saying how good they look, m-my heart pained but I decided to ignore it by kissing someone else, but it didn't feel the same like he used to kiss me, with so much feelings, b-but I ignored it too and finally made him leave from my life" taehyung cried

"I-i ignored my feelings for you, I didn't want to cheat you, but I figured out that I was cheating when I started to fuck with other people, but i-i swear that you're the only one I love!" Taehyung sobbed

"You don't know how messed up my life is after you left, you don't know how much it has pained every night knowing that I won't wake up in your arms in the morning, but then he started doing all the things you did for me, i-i thought he was replacing you so I decided to push him away"

"And now as he's finally left......I miss him, i-i do trust him but I was scared to tell him" he laid down on the soil, not caring it was dirtying him and hugged the other's grave, tears seemingly falling from his eyes.

"I tried so hard not to get attached to him, I tried every mean to push him away and when he's finally gone, I should be happy right? But I'm not, it's paining, just like it did when you left me"

"I was the only one who said I don't want any attachments but then why do I miss him?" Taehyung sobbed

"Why have I fallen in love with him?" Taehyung sniffled

"What would you have done if you were in my place?"

"Haha Tae, stop! I wanna ask you something serious" minho laughed as he stopped taehyung from tickling him

"What?" Taehyung chuckled

Their laughter died and minho held taehyung'shands and looked at him with a serious gaze.

"If I leave from your life then what would you do?" Minho asked and taehyung chuckled

"I would never let you leave, I would hold onto you and make you come back in my life" taehyung said and minho smiled

"What would you do if I left from your life?" Taehyung asked

"I'll be honest. I'll try to move on, I know it would be hard, but maybe that's what you would want rather than seeing me in pain. And if I would fall in love again, I would be thankful to you for giving me memories to cherish but I would never break someone's heart who I love and who loves me too just because I had Loved someone like this before. And I want you to do the same, do you understand? If I ever leave from your life, I want you to move on not hold onto me" minho said, cupping taehyung's cheek

Taehyung nodded, but he was doubtful if he would ever do it

And anyways, why would minho leave his life?

He loves him right?

"So you want me to move on? Is that what you want? Do you want me to tell jungkook that I love him and not fuck around with people?" Taehyung asked, finally standing up.

A soft breeze came up as his answer and he smiled through his tears

"Thank you minho, you will always hold a special place in my heart" taehyung gave a lopsided smile, the last few tears in his eyes finally falling.

He stepped back before taking a final glance of minho's grave and running away from there towards jungkook's house.

He tried to hide his feeling

But feelings couldn't be hidden, he tried to ignore his love for jungkook, but alas love can't be ignored.

Tears are falling from his eyes, and so does his love for minho.

The hole in heart caused by minho finally replaced by jungkook's love.

He hates himself for doing all this to jungkook when he only hurted himself with that.

But finally he's tired, tired of ignoring his feelings just because he wanted to hold onto minho.

But he wants to let go now

And fall in love all over again

Do everything with jungkook, laugh, love, go back to his previous self, where there were colorful mornings in his life not sad and painless nights.

He wants jungkook, he needs him.