Bitter Baby Mama

Kori

Yep, this is my fucking life huh? I am so fucking angry. I can't believe that I am in here and I might not make it out alive. I am laying here because I am a fuck up who couldn't keep her legs closed.

I am here because I gave a fucked- up man a chance and he fucked me royalty. I am here because God has a fucking sense of fucking humor.

"Ms. Woodson, you have to take your antiviral medicine. If you want to attempt to get out of here and live a some-what normal life, you have to get started on your meds." This white bitch has the nerve to say to me.

"Leave me the fuck alone and GET OUT!!" I screamed.

She quickly got out of my room and I had to sit back and laugh at this moment. This was the first time I laughed since I got the worst news. AIDS can you believe it. I got fucking AIDS and the fucked-up thing about this whole thing, well more fucked up than having this disease, is that the man who gave it to me is dead, so I won't be able to kill his dumb ass.

I don't know what the hell I am going to do. I am too young to die, I just can't die not now.

"Shit shit shit!!" I kept saying hitting my hands on my legs. I was crying and screaming. I can't believe this is happing. I think this was finally hitting my brain and I am going to die soon. I am going to fucking die and I can't blame anyone but me.

When I first found out I must have been in a state of shock.

Last week

I woke up in the hospital after fainting at Big Les funeral. The last thing I remember was someone telling me that he had Aids. I think that is what I heard. I wasn't sure. I probably dreamed it. I called my mom and told her to come up here and now I was waiting on her, so I could get the hell out of here.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I heard the door opened and in walked my mom and of course my damn sister.

"So, Kori, whose man were you messing with that caused you to end up here in the hospital?" She said with a smirk on her face.

"For your information, I guess I fainted at Big Les's funeral. I guess I should have ate some food before I went." I said holding my head. I had a big fucking headache and I hope they give me something to easy this.

"Well what are they saying? Are you free to go?" My mother asked me.

"I hope so. I am so ready to blow this joint." I said sitting back on the bed.

"Why, it's not like you have a job or anything to go to. Are you feeling OK? You are kind of looking sick." Ashley said walking over to me touching my forehead.

I swatted her hand away from my head. I don't know why she was trying to act like she really gave a fuck about me.

"Yes, I'm fine. Would you stop trying to touch my forehead?" I said swatting her hand again.

"Knock knock can I come in?" I looked to see a sexy ass male doctor walking in.

I mean even under his scrubs you could tell that he worked out all the time.

"Hello there Mrs. Woodson, how are you feeling today?" He said walking over to me.

I set up in the bed and smoothed down my hair.

"Actually it's Ms. I am divorced, one child, but can still have more." I said flirting.

"Oh, give me a freaking brake." I looked at Ashley rolling her eyes.