Sorry to be away that much but life was really busy!
I back again with several chapters that will be uploaded shortly so no need to wait longer anymore ^^
Lets go!
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Friday 31 August 2018 4pm Y/n's apartment – bedroom
I was sitting on the floor still feeling my breathing speed increases and the heat between my thighs from earlier sex was still there, but anxiety and fear in my veins that appear on my shaky hands in form of sweat make me forget about it.
It can't be that Jeremy!
The only Jeremy i knew in my life was way different from Jeon Jeremy whom i saw few days ago, the handsome tall black hair man was delicate, calm and fancy, definitely not the same Jeremy of this old picture. yes i know, Time changes people, physically and mentally but... i don't know... i am very stupid right now to remember anything from the Jeremy of the photo to compare with the new one.
Literally nothing!
I sat there in front of the closet, my heart throbbing along with the lost memories, and lost my sense of reality. Something clicked. It was in the brisk temperature of the room, the old days, the ugly nostalgia--especially the ones i don't want to remember...
Until, out of the blue, Jungkook's story came into my brain cells, the story of the bird. My mind sang out, "You know this! You've heard this before!"
what the fuck is wrong with my brain?
It couldn't be; this was the first time I know this story, the first time I'd heard this piece of sad end from Jungkook so why would i remember it when it's not related to Jeremy anyway?? But the ache of familiarity was so powerful, I began second-guessing those simple facts that are not similar. The world felt like my earliest memory, like a dream half-remembered. I had the queerest feeling that I'd lived through this moment before...
that i heard the same story from Namjoon.
*this may be the last time you hear from this boy* Namjoon's voice said in my head
i shake my head leaving my heartbeat increase along with this weird memory, WHAT?
-"Deja vu?" i mumble "maybe i should ask him about-"
-"Y/n?" Jungkook's deep voice appeared in the silent moving at the empty spot i left
-"y-yes" I panicked almost flinch packing the photos in the box and closing the closet again
