the success i felt after finishing another chapter before this month ends lol
So here you go, thank me later ^^
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Friday 31 August 2018 9:00pm Outside the Kim House
Heart broken.
Rage.
Fear.
Darkness.
Too much feelings are filling Jungkook once he got out of the house. well, he has been sacred most of his life so nothing is new, but what fears him the most it may never come to an end when his hand lands on Hoseok's cheek.
He shouldn't have done this.
-"i shouldn't have d-done that" he stares at his hand while walking
For hours, Jungkook's walk was fast yet fragile, he doesn't where to go at that moment, Jeremy was fighting in him so hard to get what he has lost years ago, to return what belongs to him yet Jungkook was disappointing him by defending himself back to stop more blood from floating and continue the mess with the revenge, to do the right thing as a cop before it's too late.
But who is he now to decide?
the lost boy Jeremy
or the tighten officer Jungkook?
The look of Hoseok's eyes minutes ago says it all, for the first time in years Hoseok has never looked at him that shocked and dark anger, he wasn't expecting that, neither him. they suppose to stick together, to protect each other just like weakest moments but what happened? What hurts the most are not the words but the honesty in them that woke up the person who are supposed to be directed to and force the hand to be smack his skin but not a surprise there is a fight inside of Jungkook right now,
as the one who slapped Hoseok was Jeremy.
That's what hurts.
When anxiety and fear grab him by the tongue and dry his own mouth, he doesn't panic anymore. For several years he has been there before, he know the feeling, and knowing it makes it less scary now. Jeremy made all the stronger for the battle scars so instead of letting it take him down, the courage he needs the most wasn't there so he creates his own from the shield he was living in years.
