i miss this ff so much! life is hard these days but i promise to make it through it
two chapters left... good luck :)
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Saturday 1st September 2018
4:40pm
The down Town mall
-"serious talk,
....i want that dress" Sunmi gasps at the blue dress that we passed next to "hey Y/n? have you decided which dress you are go- never mind i will make sure you look pretty today"
Yes, i made it.
Finally fulfilled Sunmi's wish and joined her at shopping to choose the outfits for the special occasion she forced me to go. I am happy she relied on me but my anxiety hits me in each corner; meeting the parents of the one she wanted to take a serious next step with isn't what concern me but the responsibility of being her as her friend to give her the right love and support she needs is hard.
love is hard.
Especially from the way she sounds right now made it we are on a mission about doing ten things at one time.
-"okay the mission is to get the perfect outfits! we got AT LEAST seven store"
At least...
-"wow just seven?" i rolled my eyes
-"i know we need to see more-" she said in a disappointing tone and i face-palmed "but we need to hurry up because we need to look like queens today, not forgetting the hair, the make-up, oh and the beauty salon will make us an offer to-"
my ears... and wallet...
As i nodded at her every single word, my mind was on another world dealing with a word i can't even spell it like normal person.
Disorientation.
With every step i took forward, seemed like to have moved nowhere. i should stop, start, take a short run to see if that got me anywhere, but it did not, and i felt a sinking feeling of despair as i realized something i had been denying for the past hours: i was lost in my own life.
-"oh my god! this time we need to get a sexier dress for you!" Sunmi's squeaky happy voice appears "and you will wear it!"
It was like a daydream. The sounds of my mind lockers slamming and voices chatting were a little louder than usual, It almost felt like my world was spinning with unknown actions and i just wanted to sit down to figure them out; so many new stories and so many mazes with tons of questions... what happened yesterday? where is Jungkook?
