Touch me like
You need me
Hold me tight
Until I plead
Hold me like
You love me
Love me as deep
As the blue sea
Your selfish hands
Pulling me close
Your kiss is poison
Like an over dose
Fingers hard
On my skin
Makes me feel
Like I’ve been
Alive and open
Eyes are closed
You make me feel
Like I’m exposed
Then you say
Those cruel words
Like a cat
Then you purr
Say you love me
But you don’t
It’s not just that
I know you wont
You want someone
For control
You want someone
To fall into your hole
I turn away
But you pull me back
That is when
You make your attack
Harsh words
Can’t be fixed
All my feelings
Are now mixed
Anger burns
In my veins
And you’re the reason
To be blamed
Tears streak down
My cheeks so pale
All my reasons
I’ve come to fail
Telling myself
That I’m okay
Even though
I’m not today
Kick me, push me
Further away
Then pull me back
Like you did yesterday
How could you
Stand there watching me
As my tears
Drip down my cheeks
I swore I never
Would cry for you
All those words
Came from the truth
Words spoken
When in anger
Makes everyone
Feel like a stranger
That girls you knew
I slit her throat
She died and then
Got on a boat
To go to Heaven
Or is it Hell
That she went to
When she fell
Don’t take my hand
And say its just you
Take my hand
It you mean it to be true
Apologizes are better
Left unsaid
But that is why
I have bled...
