Sorrows

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I ran down the vast hallways, everywhere I could think of, but no Kyoya! Desperation stained my heart in irrational fear. I ran faster and faster, my dress flapped behind me, flying up as I hopped down stairs.
"Where are you?!" I cried to myself. Tears pricked my eyes as I ran. I need to find him, I... I missed him so terribly! Since that night.. since before that night! I just want to be friends again, if that's all we can be! I'm okay with that!
"Please Kyoya! Where are you?" I tried to stop my tears with logic and reason, but the ache in my heart at what I would have to say to him broke me down further. I landed on a step wrong and my foot turned in, rolling my ankle. I screamed in pain before falling seven steps onto my back and rolling down the other fifty. I landed at the bottom with a soft thump. I grit my teeth and tried to myself off the ground. I moaned in pain. Luckily I had used my arms to protect my head, at least protecting me from death. Breathing was painful, and my vision was blurred by my tears. I coughed, almost choking myself as I tried to call for help. My voice was caught in my throat, my breath uneven, and my body burning. I attempted to cough my way to speech, which while successful, caused my chest to throb in excruciating pain.
"Kyoya!" I sobbed, laying pathetically at the bottom of the stairs. I noticed blood pouring from my nose and tried to turn over to keep the blood from running back into my head. All movement hurt, I could only turn my head. Hope grew in my heart when I heard hurried footsteps. Irrational embarrassment crept into my anxious heart.
"Y/N!!!" It was Huny and Mori, followed by the other hosts.. Kyoya leapt down several steps, tripping a bit to my side. I smiled hazily up into his worried eyes. I'm such an idiot...
"I-I'm sorry, Kyoya... heh.." My apology seemed quite silly now... but who knows... fearful thoughts swarmed my head as I thought. I may die.
"What on earth could you be sorry for?!" He checked my pulse and demanded someone call an ambulance.
"You.. d-didn't understand.. That night.. I was so hurt.. I- was wrong to-be.. s-so angry... you didn't .. under-stand...." My words fell back in my throat as his image blurred. I couldn't feel the pain anymore... all I could hear was Kyoya screaming.
"PLEASE! JUST HOLD ON!!!" His hand held mine the whole time, never letting go....
I could maybe die like this.... but only if I can... if I can just-
"Kyoya," I could barely whisper, "I love you.." My tears finally stopped, and I let go of his hand. It was like falling into a dark pit. I couldn't feel a thing.

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