Wilder Side || T.H. (2) [ON HOLD]

Chapter 26// Messages

Alex 💕

Alex?

read 2:53pm

I get it if you don't want
to talk to me but I just
want to explain myself

read 3:08pm

Would you want to meet
up? I think that it's best if
we talk face to face

read 3:09pm

Thera I don't think I can
face you right now plus I
gotta work on my tour

Let me explain myself by
message then? I know
it's not ideal but I want
you to know my reasons

Sure, I guess

First of all I want to say
sorry for breaking up with
you on the phone, I was
just too scared to do it in
person

Also my timing isn't
perfect and it's not a
great way to start the
year but it wouldn't have
been fair to you if I
waited any longer

But why did you do it?
Was it me? The fact that
I'm touring? Cause we
knew it would be like this
and in the end it's only a
little more than a month

No it's not you, at all.
You're great and you've
made me so happy these
last months. As cliché as
it is, it's me.

Please tell me you didn't
cheat

What?! No! You know I
would never do that to
you! I told you I'd never
do that to anyone!

Yeah I know, it's just I
don't get it. I'm sorry

I'm just not sure of my
feelings anymore. I love
you but the thing is I'm
not sure if it's as a
boyfriend or a friend...
As harsh as it may seem

Wow. So you have
feelings for someone
else then?

No!

Thera...

Maybe, I don't know ok?
That's why I broke up
with you. I don't want to
stay with you if I'm
unsure about my
feelings, you don't
deserve that.

Did you love me at least?

I did Alex, no doubt
there, and I still do but I
think now as a friend.

Not gonna lie, it hurts

I know and I'm sorry 😔

But, as selfish as it is, I
still want us to be friends,
I don't want to lose you
Alex

I don't know Thera, you
hurt me and I don't know
if I can do it

Please?

Just give me some time
ok? I have to concentrate
on my tour

Of course, I understand,
if you ever wanna talk,
I'm here.

Thanks Thera, I love you.

I love you too Alex

A/N

Kinda sad Alera is over ngl.. But here ya go!! Another chapter

Also I have my exam in 2h30 and I'm so stressed 😬 wish me luck!

Charlotte xx