Twelve Hours

ALTERNATE ENDING

You guys returned to the bunker and you followed Sam and Castiel to Dean's room. You watched them lay him down. Dean never looked so peaceful until this moment. You felt the tears start to swell in the corners of your eyes. You wiped a few strawy ones and noticed Sam wiping his dead brothers face with a wash cloth. "I'll take care of her Dean," you heard him whisper. "Ill make sure she has a normal life." You couldn't take it anymore. You rushed out of the room, grabbed the impala keys and ran out of the bunker. You got into the driver seat and turned on the car. You had no destination in mind but you drove and drove until you got to an empty field. You heard your phone ring in the passenger seat. You looked down and saw that it was sam. You couldn't talk to him so you turned the phone off. You step out of the impala and fall to your knees and cry. "How dare you take him!" You scream. "How dare you!" You didnt know who you were screaming at but you needed to let it all out. "You could have brought him back! But no! Screw you and your stupid rules!" You continued to cry for a few minutes until you remembered the spell book you guys locked away in the trunk. Away from Rowena. She may be nice and you guys were slowly warming up to her, she wasn't trusted around the rare spell books you guys find. You stood up and made your way to the trunk of the impala and opened it. You rummaged around until you found the spell book and flipped to the page you needed. You looked around the trunk for the things you needed for the ritual. Once you had everything you walked a bit further into the open field and began to set it up. You knew you were in way over your head but you had to try and if it didnt work you were willing to trade spots.

❗SAM❗
"Damn it!" Sam said getting off the phone. "She didnt answer again." "Maybe she turned her phone off?" Sam pulled his laptop towards him and opened it. "Its a possibility, shes hurting and she probably doesn't want to talk but I gotta make sure shes safe." Sam logged into the tracker site. You guys all had trackers in your phone just in case something happened and needed to be found right away. And you not answering your phone was a good reason for Sam to find you. "Got her. Her phone was last pinged about fifteen minutes from here." Sam got up and Castiel followed. "We can take my truck." Sam took Castiels keys and they both got into the truck and made their way to the field. "I cant shake this feeling that YN is doing something stupid." Sam said and they drove off. "She isnt herself and if shes up to something Dean's death is clouding her judgment." Castiel sighed. "Theres nothing she can do really." Casfiel said rubbing his face. "Actually," sam took a deep breath and looked at Castiel. "That's where we keep all the rare books and spells and stuff. Away from rowena." "What's the worse she can do?" Sam made a turn to the field. "She can summon death and make death do whatever she wants."

You finished saying the summoning spell. You stood around and waiting a few minutes before you saw the circle light up and there right before was death herself. She didnt look tok happy. "YN you know what this spell does right?" She rose an eyebrow. "Whatever you want I will grant it but it cant mess with the natural order of things." You walked around Billie "so you won't bring Dean back?" Billie titled her head and walked along with me. "I can but it will have to come with a price." You laugh. "Billie, you are in no place to make deals. Because if I wanted to make a deal I would have just called Crowely." You guys walked in a circle for a few minutes. "If dean comes back, another soul will have to take his place," billie stopped walking. "And this isnt how your story ends." "And how does it end?" Billie looked you up and down. "Many many years from now. Happy. Married. With kids. Retired from this lifestyle. But it's up to you. Trade your life for a Winchester or trade someone else's life for him." You stared at the ground. There was only one person you hated. That one person who constantly abused you before you got free. "You're thinking of him are you?" You nod. "Well then say it." Billie crossed her arms. "Say his name and I'll bring Dean back." "YN! Whatever you're doing you have to stop!" You turned around and saw Sam running towards you. Castiel behind him. "I cant sam! I have to do this!" You turned back to billie who was waiting. The longer you had her here the longer things in the veil would be. "You know! Do it!" Billie shook her head, "I need to hear you say it." "Yn," you heard sam and Castiel yell. "Dont do this! Use your brain! Dont be stupid." Your heart was racing but you spoke his name. Billie smiled and snapped her fingers.

❗SAM❗
You guys pulled back into the bunker. You guys didnt speak a word the whole way. Sam couldn't believe you trapped billie and got your way. But that was the whole point of the spell. You were about to get out of the impala but sam grabbed your arm. "What are we going to tell dean?" You sighed "the truth," you said pulling your arm back. "We tell him the truth and then we listen to him go on about how stupid we are and should have just left him the way it was." Sam nodded and turned the impala off. You both got out and headed into the bunker. Castiel was waiting for you guys. "Hes up and he doesnt sound happy at all." You and Sam get into the bunker to see Dean sitting at the library table. Sam heard you catch your breath and he knew you held everything in to keep from running to him. "So, either of you want to tell me why I'm alive?" Sam began to speak but you interrupted. "I brought you back. I trapped billie and made her bring you back. At the cost of another life leaving this world." Dean stared at you and Sam could see the color drain from his face as he looked at you. "You...ugh! YN!" Dean stood up. "How can you be so....mom! How long do you have? I want to make sure we get the most of it." Sam tried to get a word in but you cut him off. "The rest of my life," you walked up to dean and took his hands in yours. "I'm confused," dean shifted around. "I didnt trade my life for yours. I traded someone else's life." "YN, you shouldn't have!" Dean said softly. "Dean, don't give her crap about it. She wasnt thinking at all. You died and she was hurting. We've done stupider things." Dean nodded. "So, who was the unlucky person?" "My ex husband."

It had been a year since Dean's been back. A year where you guys have been stronger than ever. You didnt work as many cases and left them to the guys. You chimed in whenever you needed to. You woke up to a text message from dean saying they were about half a days trip out and that once he got back you guys it was just the two of you. The moment you were about to send an teasing text back you ran to the bathroom and threw up. You remember eating left over chicken last night so it could have been food poisoning. You went into the kitchen and poured a glass of milk. One sip sent you back to the bathroom puking. You decided to go to the store to get some stomach medicine and texted dean you weren't feeling good due to the chicken. In the store you walked down the medicine aisle until you passed the pregnancy tests. You thought it was impossible because you and dean were super careful. You picked it up just in case and to ease your mind. You got back the bunker and pulled out the test. You fiddled with it for a bit and then said screw it and went to the bathroom. Setting the test on the counter you grabbed yourself some ginger ale and crackers and started to snack on them. Your phone rang and saw fhsf it was dean "hey," you answered. "How far are you?" "Not long, maybe an hour or shorter. How are you feeling?" You walked into the bathroom "eh, a little better. Cracker and ginger ale are helping a bit." You looked down at the test and dropped the soda can. "Holy shit!" "Babe?! Everything okay?" Dean became very concerned on the phone. "Uh yeah. I just dropped my soda and it spilled everywhere. It's fine. I'm fine. I'll see you when you get back." You hung up the phone and began to clean up the soda mess. You stashed the test somewhere where you could dispose of it when dena wasn't around. You kicked back on the bed and turned on a random show. You snacked until you heard dean open up the door and close it behind him. "Hey," dean said sitting next to you. "Are you okay? You just hung up without saying goodbye." You looked at dean. "Yeah I'm fine." Dean rose an eye brow. "Bullshit," dean paused the tv. "Spill, everything. Now." You stood up and grabbed the test that you stashed away. "This," you tossed it at him and he stared at it then back at you then back at the test. "Wait...youre...hold on," dean stood up and walked towards you. "But we are careful. Like super careful." "Still happens dean," you take the test from him and set it aside. You look back at dean and see him smiling. "What?" You asked. "Well, one this is awesome. Two, I can finally pull this thing out." Dean walked to the closet and pulled out a small box. He opened it and showed you the most beautiful ring ever. "I found it in a pawn shop. Band and all. And your size too." You stared at it and could feel the tears coming. "You okay?" Dean asked. "Yes you idiot," you wiped a few tears away. "Just the hormones doing their thing." "Well," dean got down on one knee and held out the ring to you. "YN, will you marry me?" You nodded because if you said yes, you would have cried more. Dean placed the ring on your finger and kissed you deeply. For once things in your life were going smoothly.