He wants me to tell him when something is wrong and when I tell him I feel like I'm the bad guy.
I think I'm afraid of him.
I feel so small and helpless, I get insecure. He doesn't compliment me very often anymore. I don't think that he even truly loves me. I feel so stupid and pathetic. I knew I shouldn't have gone to school today. My friend says that it's done and to let it happen but I can't I don't want to. I feel cold, I feel numb. I want to smile but I don't feel like I should.
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