After talking to Jayce I called Montrece and talked to him for a long time. He told me how much he loved me and wanted me to be in his life. That he wanted us to have a future together. He told me things no other guy has told me. He was different. After talking to him I went to bed and had the worst dream ever. I was in a room like a club or something. I could hear music very loud. Trece was holding my hand. In the distance I could hear yelling. It got closer and closer. The music stops. I see a man holding a gun he points it toward Montrece then at me then back at Montrece. He shoots 3 times but I couldn't see who was shot before I wake up. Once I'm up I take a minute to get my mind together. I then get up take a shower and go into the kitchen to fix me and Aden some cereal. I fixed our bowls and called Aden to eat. He was so into the tv he didn't even hear me. I find the remote and turn it off. "Hey why you do that?" Aden asks with a pouty face.
"You have to eat we have a busy day today." I say trying not to give in to that cute face.
"Otay laylay. Is tree coming with us?"
Not today but Jayce is
"Yaaayyy Jayce ."
I could hear Jayce getting dressed. I knew we had to hurry and eat or else Mr bossy pants would rush us. We finished eating by the time Jayce was ready and headed out the door. Today Jayce decided we would go to the movies and maybe to eat afterwards. We arrived at the movies and Aden wanted everything he could see,of course I bought it. After getting snacks we walked into the theater and took our seats.I sat between Jayce and Aden. Once the movie started Jayce leaned over like he had something to say. "I'm glad we are spending time together." He whispered in my ear. When I turned my head to reply he placed a kiss on my lips. At first I thought it was an accident until I felt him try to pull me closer I pulled away and got up trying not to disturb anyone else in the theater. My brother was so into the movie he didn't know what happened. I walked out to the restroom to think. "Why did he just kiss me?" "What was he thinking?" I couldn't understand what happened. Maybe I had led him on without trying to but how when all I talked about was Montrece? I cleared my mind and went back to the theater. I couldn't really pay attention to the rest of the movie because of what Jayce had done. After the movie I told Jayce I wasn't hungry and decided it was best to go home. The ride was quiet. He had explaining to do. When we got home Aden went to watch tv and I told Jayce we needed to talk. "What happened today Jayce?"
"What do you mean?" He asked
"The kiss..."
"I didn't kiss you, you kissed me"
"Jayce really what's your problem?"
"Don't act like you didn't want to you know you did, you probably want more than that don't you." The way Jayce was acting made me feel weird and I didn't know what was going on. I felt like I should go before things got out of hand. "You know I think I just need to get out for a little bit." I tell Jayce while grabbing my keys." Come on Aden let's go get some ice cream." I pick up Aden and he a to my car in a rush not even looking back to see if Jayce was still there or not. I knew I had to get out of there. I buckle Aden up and head down the street. I call Montrece because he's the only other person I could go to. He tells me to go to Braums and he'd meet me there. We arrive at the same time. I get out and unbuckle Aden .
As soon as he sees Montrece's car he runs to him. Montrece picks him up and gives him a hug then hugs and give me a peck on the lips. We walk in and get order our ice cream. I got birthday cake with cookies and cream. Aden got cookie dough and Montrece got rocky road. We sat at a booth while Aden went to play on on the big slide. I knew I had to tell Montrece about the kiss but I was scared. What if he thought I kisses him back or did something to make Jayce kiss me. I opened my mouth to speak and just told him. "Today me Jayce and Aden went to the movies everything was good until the movie started and Jayce kissed me. I don't know why he .." "Stop talking." Montrece said.
I look up to see Montrece looking very angry. "Are you mad at me?" I ask. He comes to my side of the booth puts his arm around me and turns my head to face him. He looks me in my eyes. "No I'm not mad at you. I could never be mad at you for something like that. I know how you are. To be honest with you Jayce has liked you for a while but he has me messed up. I don't mind him liking you but he crossed the line. " "Baby don't do anything crazy." Seeing him angry was cute. He was already fine but when he got mad oooweeee. I calmed him down and convinced him not to do any bodily harm to Jayce. But I was scared to go back to his house. I had nowhere to go. Just as I thought to myself Montrece offered to let me stay with him. I wanted to but them again I knew there would be temptation. I had never been with anyone sexually and I knew it might would happen if I stayed with my boyfriend. We hadn't even talked about sex come to think about it. Most guys ask about it the first day they get to know you. All I knew about him was that he stayed on his own in an apartment his dad was paying for. I told Montrece that if I were going to stay with him there would be no sex or inappropriate touching. I was pure and wanted to stay that way until I got married. After our talk Montrece agreed to go help me get my things from jayce's house.
