From Me To You

Chapter 6-It has been so long!

Naho's Pov:-

Right now I'm messed up with a lot of thoughts. Firstly, Kanata coming back in my life, then the two emotional songs performed in the concert and lastly, which had totally occupied my mind, is Ninomiya Kazunari is that Kazu or not.

"I'm still confused that Ninomiya Kazunari is 'Kazu'. But the song Niji was really something different. It really touched my heart. It was something I've never heard. But the lyrics surely spoke something. Every word felt so true. It felt like all those moments he had written in that song he had all been through. It was written so beautifully, specially the last lines of the song. Those lines melted my heart and I started crying in the concert while listening to it."

I further wrote, "I'll keep searching for Kazu no matter. I've decided to go back and visit that place once more. I hope I'll see him again."

With this I kept my diary in my drawer, pulled my phone, plugged the earphones and played Arashi's songs or I can say Niji and that too on repeat.

Niji ga kirei da yo.

(The rainbow is beautiful.)

Iya, omae no hou ga...

(No, you're the beautiful one...)

Terehajimeru kimi ni

(For starting to look embarrassed,)

Arigatou. Arigatou.

(Thank you. Thank you.)

Tears fell off my eyes as the ending lines of the song played.

"Kazu!" I face-palmed myself and started crying.

When I was falling apart, he held me. He taught me that it was okay to cry. He was the only one I could depend upon when I felt down. He gave me strength. Now also when I'm confused with something, I think what Kazu would've told me. He meant so much to me in very less time. He was with me when everyone was leaving. I remember the day when he stopped coming to our place of memories.

7 years ago:-

I was standing at the usual place of mine and Kazu waiting for him. But it has been an hour yet he has not come. I hope everything is alright. Kazu has become such an essential part of my life that I can't stand one day without seeing him. I feel like Kazu is the angel God has sent for me.

After spending long 3 hours alone, I returned home.

Days after days passed by. After that day, I never saw Kazu. Every day I went to our place hoping I would see him. But maybe God didn't want to give me permanent happiness. He couldn't see me happy. I needed Kazu in my life. I needed him so bad. I still hoped he would come back. But one day, I stopped hoping for everything in my life, that day, I lost my mother.

In the evening, I returned from that place, disappointed for not seeing Kazu again. Someone was there in my house with my mom. I went in her room. I saw her and a man, nearly about my dad's age, talking while holding hands. He gave something to her and she ate it. It looked like drug pills. Looking at that, I was fuming in anger. I rushed inside the room.

"What the hell are you doing? Who are you?" I yelled at the man.

For the first time in my life, I yelled what I actually felt.

"Naho!" my mom tried to stop me.

"Mom what are you doing? You told me that you've stopped doing drugs." I looked at mom and held her hand.