My Father Is Jung Yunho??!!

A New Man, An Old Heart.

"No...no...wait!" Lana held up her hand infront of JanDi's exhausted face. "He touched you?" Lana's hazel eyes were burning with rage.

"Yes.." JanDi murmered, rubbing her temples. She couldnt stop thinking about Yunho. How his arms had wrapped themselves around her so easily, how his touch came as no surprise, how he still had his masculine scent. It was driving her insane. She was both angry and frustrated. She couldnt understand why he did that?

"Maybe he still loves me." JanDi's eyes lit up with hope. Maybe things would fall into place and they could be a family again. Maybe Dylan wouldnt have to grow up without a father.

"He doesnt!" Lana snapped coldly. "Listen Di....if he loved you...he wouldnt be doing this. He'd be sitting here next to you. When you love someone you dont abandon them. Please...Im your bestfriend! I want you to stop living in this delusion that he's going to come back or he still loves you. Yunho is nothing more than a dick! Thats it! He ONLY wants to fuck you. Thats the only thing you guys had. Sex. Nothing more. Even if you loved him, truly loved him, for him you were nothing more than a toy he could play with and cast aside according to his whim."

JanDi stared at Lana. "You dont have to be such a bitch about it!"

"Im just trying to protect you." Lana argued.

"No...youre just being mean! Im not you Lana. I cant easily get a guy because every guy who I go out with, runs away because he finds out I have a son. You think I dont want to have the life you do? Ofcourse I do! I want it to be about me sometimes too! All my life I spent waiting for Yunho, struggling for Dylan....just...sometimes I want someone to cut me some slack and realize I have needs too. I want to be loved too. Im so sick of this!” JanDi banged her palm against the lovely oak table in Lana’s apartment.

Lana knew she was on the verge of tears. She hated the way Yunho mindfucked her.

“Im just going to go now. I need some time to think.” JanDi stood up.

“Don’t go back to being his slut again. That’s all I can say.” Lana shrugged. JanDi ignored her and left the apartment.

Lana worked as designer. She was tall with long ash blonde hair, big hazel eyes, an oval face and a walk that could put top model’s to shame. She dressed from head to toe in brands and was able to get any guy she wanted and screw them over whenever she liked. Age didn’t matter, as long as the guy was hot and available. Lana never gave herself to anyone. She flew solo. Always. JanDi was her exact opposite. She was always tired with her dark brown eyes and dark hair. She was the typical asian chick. Plump lips, cheekbones,fair. It wasn’t like she wasn’t beautiful and she didn’t make heads turn….it was just that those heads would look away the moment they noticed the little boy clinging onto her and no wedding ring. JanDi hated herself more than anything. She had made all the wrong decisions in life and life just screwed her over time and again.

Lana lived a carefree life while for JanDi..everyday was a new worry. Her latest worry was paying Dylan’s school fee. She was broke. She had been saving the 10,000 won from her jobs to pay for Dylan’s schooling but now, with the due date a week away, she was terrified. She didn’t want her son to end up like his mother. She passed by a help wanted sign and paused. Maybe if she took up one more job she would be able to make it. She braced herself and entered.

“Youre hired.” The guy smiled at her. What a beautiful man he was. Big eyes, brown hair, high cheekbones and full lips. He looked so much like Kim Jaejoong! A visual shock!

“Thank you so much!” JanDi bowed.

“Its okay. You look like you could use the money. Im Tyler by the way.” He extended a hand for her to shake. The smile never leaving his face.

“Jan Di.” She nodded as she took his hand.

“So…youre okay with your..erm…uniform?” Tyler looked pointedly at the garment in her hands.

“No pain no gain.”

“That’s the spirit.” Tyler laughed. “You can start right now.”

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“You look adorable!” Tyler adjusted the head.

JanDi turned scarlet. She had been working with Tyler for a week and ofcourse, how could she not like him? He was handsome and intelligent and fun to be around. Plus, he didn’t make her feel like crap.

“Ty! There’s someone here to see you.” A waitress nodded at the entrance.

“Oh hey!” Tyler walked towards a skinny blonde and gave her a peck on the cheek.

JanDi pursed her lips and began to make her way out.

“Good luck!” Tyler called after her but she ignored it. So what if Tyler had someone? She had her Dylan. That was all that mattered. The due date was tomorrow and she just had to get a raise. She squared her shoulders and began chanting the slogan.

“Please try the crispy spicy! Its really good.” She was dressed in a chicken costume as she handed out fliers. People passed her by. Some stopped to laugh, others to take the flier and use it as a hankerchief later. She had been standing there for a good two hours. Freezing and shivering but working diligently. She needed to keep Dylan in school.

“Awww…so cute! Oppa take a picture of me with it.”A high-pitched voice squealed.  Jessica didn’t even address JanDi as a human being. JanDi’s eyes went from Jessica to her claw-like hand wrapped around Yunho’s muscular arm. Yunho met her gaze. JanDi looked away,mortified.

“Ah! Jessica from SNSD!” Tyler came out and greeted them. “Thankyou for gracing us with your presence.” He kissed her hand. What a play boy!. “Oi! Kim JanDi…youre doing your job well. I might give you that bonus!”

JanDi’s face lit up. Yunho felt a prickling feeling in his heart.

“Sica…go inside and save me a seat okay?” Yunho sent Jessica inside, grabbed JanDi’s by the arm and pulled her aside. He quickly opened his wallet and took out all the money inside and stuffed it in her hand.

“Don’t you have any decency!?” Yunho grumbled.

“Why don’t you just leave me alone?” JanDi refused to meet his fiery gaze.

“Hn! Gladly! What kind of a woman leaves her son alone at home and comes out to work as a chicken? Some parent you are.” Yunho sneered. He loved the hurt in her eyes everytime he dissed her parenting skills. “You should have just got the abortion.”

Tears sprung in JanDi’s eyes. Angry tears. She tugged at her hand.

“Youre a slut Jung Yunho!” She cried out in frustration, unable to free her arm.

Yunho snickered. “Says the girl who got knocked up.”

“Is there a problem here?” Tyler asked coolly as he stood in the doorway. His eyes surveyed Yunho with disgust. “You might be a popstar but you don’t have any right to handle my staff in that manner. So let her go.” His eyes flashed in anger. “Now!”

But Yunho and JanDi were too busy glaring at eachother. Tyler sighed and walked up to them. He grabbed Yunho’s hand, his nail’s digging into the other man’s skin and wrenched his hand away. He stepped infront of JanDi.

“You touch her again….and I’ll break your balls.” Tyler said coldly.

Yunho snorted. “Just give her the money. Her son’s probably dying of hunger back home. Here…just get out of my sight” Yunho opened his wallet and took out a few notes, stuffing it in her hand.

“…Do you really think money is all I ever want?” JanDi asked softly. “Even when I was pregnant you tried to bribe your way out of responsibility. No….Yunho. I wont ever ask you for money because you made it very clear that you didn’t want to be part of my life or Dylan’s. I have a bit of pride left and that’s enough to prevent me from asking you for anything. So keep the money and enjoy your dinner.” JanDi threw the money on the ground and walked away.

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YUNHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! can you be more human?!