My Father Is Jung Yunho??!!

41 the MOON

JanDi was running down the street. She just wanted to get away from him. Far away. Her heart felt as if a million knives were being stabbed into it. His words were echoing in her ears. She stumbled and a strong arm grabbed her.

"Are you okay?" a sweet voice blew into her ear. "You shouldnt run like this. Its dangerous."

JanDi turned around and came face to face with....Kim Bum. He was smiling his mischievious smile, his eyes twinkling.

"Umm...thankyou." she bowed, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear nervously. He was totally adorable.

"So...a beautiful noona such as yourself running down the streets...something must really be bothering you." Kim Bum cocked his head to the side, his hand slid from her arm to her wrist as he intertwined his fingers with hers, slowly swaying their hands back and forth.

"Its nothing..."JanDi struggled to hide her blush.

"Sure?" She looked up and his face was an inch away from hers as he leaned forward, his smile never faded.

"Y..y...yah! dongsaeng..."JanDi stumbled backwards.

"Hmm...so youre resisting me...awww...noona...who is this other man you love?" Bum pouted.

"He's not a man...he's a monster." JanDi said bitterly. Instantly regretting it...Kim Bum was a cute guy but he was in the same industry as Yunho...what if he went around gossiping? "But...in a nice way." She tried to save herself.

Kim Bum laughed loudly. "A nice monster? I wish that kind lived under my bed."

JanDi blinked blankly.

"Come with me noona...I'll show you something.." He tugged on her hand and led her into a nearby park. He led her up a rocky path, bordered by trees reaching upto the sky. The sounds of crickets and their breathing was the only sound for miles. Finally they came to a clearing. It was the edge of a low hill. overlooking Seoul. A bench was placed close to the edge. He grinned at her.

"So is this where you kill me and leave my body to rot?" She folded her arms and surveyed him. He laughed and walked upto the bench, plopping onto it and gesturing for her to join him. She sat down next to him and a cool wind began to blow.

"Everytime Im upset...this is where I come. To clear my head and think of good things. Doesnt this place make you think more positively?" Kim Bum glanced at JanDi.

"I think I might be making a mistake...how do I spend the rest of my life with such an unstable man? He loves me one day, hates me the next and then loves me again. We have a son together...I cant let him live a life maimed by his father's drastic actions.."JanDi gazed at the stars. Heaven seemed so close. She closed her eyes...hoping she'd wake up from this bad dream.

"Thats what love is I guess..." Bum shrugged. "Its full of drastic actions and weird choices. Of last minute kisses and hour long fights. But at the end of the day, when you hold them and feel their heartbeat...isnt it all worth it?"

"Maybe...I love him more than he loves me?" JanDi turned to look at him.

Kim Bum chuckled. "Thats true...but I think Yunho needs you more than you need him."

"Y..y...yah! How did you know im Yunho's..."

"JanDi Noona~ I wasnt born yesterday." he winked.

"Dongsaeng is cute and clever. A bad combination." She nudged him playfully. Her eyes fell on her empty finger, she traced it, frowning.

"Love comes only once...and if you let him go right now...you wont ever forgive yourself." He was watching her carefully.

"I...can forgive everything he has done. But not this." JanDi shook her head.

"Then dont. We dont forgive everything our loved ones do. But as time goes on...holding that grudge seems sillier and sillier..and eventually it dissolves. Just like that."

"Kim Bum-shi...I...I guess I sometimes feel that...he is too much for me. I mean...being a world famous icon...I admit...if Im married to him...I will be extremely insecure. He's the guy every girl wants. He's honest, loving and strong-willed and...maybe...Im just not good enough." JanDi held back tears. He was a complete stranger...but that was also the reason she found it easier to open up to him.

"Look there..."Kim Bum pointed his finger off in the distance. The moon hung low in the sky.

"You see those tiny lights? For Yunho...those are all the other girls in his life. And then there's the moon...notice how it outshines the power and beauty of all those other lights combined. How it hangs so high up in the sky, how its so unattainable. Something you can only gaze at and admire. You are Jung Yunho's moon."

JanDi smiled. "And he is mine..."

*

JanDi bid Kim Bum farewell, a peck on the cheek and she was on her way. It was chilly as she dug her hands deep into her coat pockets.

"Anneyeonghaseyo." a deep voice echoed around her. JanDi's head snapped up to the giant screen on a building. Yunho had appeared on it. His expression serious. JanDi looked around, Yunho had appeared on every screen in the vicinity. A hundred Yunho's surrounded her. Busy people stopped in their tracks, fangirls squealed and tourists took pictures.

"I have an important announcement to make. I have quit SM and reconciled with my friends from JYJ." Rapturous applause broke out in the square as girls jumped around happily. "Also....I..."he hesitated. "I dont know if she's watching this right now..and I know...she wants to leave me forever..and I..I understand. Even if its killing me inside...I want her to know that I respect her decision and that I wont bother her if being apart makes her feel better. I love you JanDi. Not Jessica, not Go Ara not Boa..and definitely not Jaejoong. Just you and its always been that way.....but I just want her to know something..."

Just know this before you go
That I was the only man who loved you only
So stupid was I,
an idiot, a scumbag who couldn't even protect you
If you stay beside me 'till the end,
You'll be more heartbroken, you might fall.
Made a very good choice...
A person who will set you free,
will come to you, will come to you

"And eventhough it will hurt me...to see you with someone else but I guess...seeing you smile is alot more important to me. So..this time around...I wont be selfish and Im...Im willing to set you free. For Dylan's sake and yours...I will detach myself completely." Yunho paused and JanDi knew he was struggling to hide his tears. "S..seven years...have passed since the night we first met and I remember it like it was yesterday. It breaks my heart to know that you actually think I could re-enact that night with anyone else but you. Whatever she told you was a lie and whatever you heard me say...were words of a broken man. But Im not that man anymore. I just have one last thing to say. Im willing to do everything I just said...disappearing from your life forever...but please...just...give me a chance..to gain your trust for that is one thing Im yet to achieve. So...Di...let me prove to you that my love is true...I'll give all my love to you...just trust me."

An ad for yogurt popped up...and girls burst into tears. Happy and sad ones. Jealous boyfriends jumped happily.Busy people went back to being busy. JanDi's feet were glued to the ground.

"So will you trust me?" Yunho whispered in her ear as he presented a rose infront of her mesmerized face. JanDi jumped as she turned around to find Yunho wearing jeans and a hoodie and cap to hide his face. He grinned sheepishly at her, his eyes pleading.

"Trust is gained. Not given." JanDi said coldly.

"And I'll gain it. I'll put that ring back on your finger. I'll watch you walk down the aisle. I'll make you say 'I do'. I'll make you happy. I promise."

"We'll see."

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