17th September 2012
It was the the first live show for 2012, i was sitting in the audience waiting for The Collective to come on so i can see Jayden. I was a bit worried about The Collective, them being in a new band and all. I sat there waiting and i saw them getting ready on stage for their performance, i froze because how perfect that all looked and Jayden turned to the audience and i swear he looked at me, i started to freak out.
"I'm feeling sexy and free, like glitter is raining on me" Was the first line i heard and i started screaming, Will sounded amazing. Everyone started jumping and screaming and going off, the boys were amaing. Jayden was right at the front, like right in front of me singing.I got so nervous and so light headed with everything happened, i collapsed.
I had security bring me back stage to get some air, at this point i was crying and so over whelmed that jayden was right in front of me. The boys walked past me going back to their dressing room, Julian stopped and asked "What is wrong, is everything okay?" I was in complete shock that he and the other boys were asking if i was okay i couldn't get any words out.
" Come on gorgeous, come with us, we will get you some water" Jayden said and he stuck his hand out.
"O...o...okay" I mumbled as i grabbed his hand, all i was thinking was my hands fit so well into his.
" We fucking killed it tonight" Julian screamed out.
"Watch you laugage around the ladies, man" Will said as everyone started to laugh.
We got into the dressing room and it was so quiet,.
"Sit down, i'll get you some water" Zach said walking over to the fridge "Here you go"
Th..th...thank you" I stuttered.
"Calm down beatiful, take a deep breath, eveyrthing is okay" Jayden said as he smiled at me.
It was really weird when he said that, i instently felt calmer and more relaxed. Thats when i knew he is someone special.
