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Seeing her cry made me realise that all I wanted was to hold her and tell her it will be okay in the end.
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Arden stared at her reflection in the mirror where she saw her fluffy hair and puffy eyes, she couldn't help it but the tears were rolling down at her cheeks without her not knowing how to stop it. She didn't know what to do but she didn't like the person that she saw in that mirror, she wanted so badly to see the happy her again but she couldn't do that after the phone call she just got from Eliza.
Eliza told her that the big guy behind the shoot she had the other day didn't like her pictures because she didn't look good enough to be their face of the product. She knew she wasn't the prettiest person but she didn't really look bad at all, she knew that the model industry can be harsh but she never thought she would ever stare at herself in the mirror and hate her body and the way she looked as much as she did now.
It made her remember the times she stared at her body for hours in high school because of all the imperfections she saw, it took her a long time to see the true her. It took her three years to love her self all over again and it only took one phone call to make it all fall down piece by piece. The wall she had built for herself to not getting hurt by it again was no longer seen by her, she saw her imperfections all over again.
"Arden I better hope you are wearing clothes because I have someone here who wants to see you really badly. Also I brought you some food from your favourite restaurant a few blocks away." Before she could wipe away the tears she saw Brandon with next to her Shawn wearing sport shorts and only a shirt, he was freezing his ass of here right now since the cold was hitting us differently lately.
"Oh hi guys how are you doing? If I had known you guys would have come I had put something else on and cleaned our house a bit more." Brandon and Arden lived together but he never did anything, he was too busy with his channel that he sometimes forgot to clean up the mess he made. Arden on the other hand did that behind his back without expecting a thank you from him.
"I found this one on the street trying to find something that he still doesn't want to tell me. I also thought that maybe he and I could talk about the video we are going to make soon and I know you asked for alone time today but I really needed to talk with him since I finally found him." Arden didn't look at the two guys but had her back to them scared they would see her red eyes of the crying, she didn't need questions to be asked she could barely answer herself.
"It is okay Brandon. Just do that and I will be in my room if you need help for an idea or something. I have to practise some dance routines for the show in a few weeks so I am already sorry for music to be played too loud." Her head was done, with both her eyes focussed on her feet so she wouldn't be an idiot and fall in front of the guy she is crushing on lately.
