The Ghosts of my past.

October 27th, 2008-Why Do I Have To Love You?

Why do I have to love you so much?

When all I want to do is give up..

Throw my cares into the air..

But you hold me back.

I want to hate you;

So the pain will finally numb.

Why can’t I relax?

Why are you in my way?

Your gentle hand keeps me from falling;

When i want to go down..Down!

Let go! Let go of me!

I can do this on my own!

Let go of me; please.

Just let me hate you.

So my head will stop spinning.

And my heart can finally mend.