The Ghosts of my past.

February 27th, 2009-Despair

My soul has only left; the empty shell.

And the pain in my chest-it hurts like hell.

The hole where my heart used to be.

I look down, but right through do I see.

We used to be everything.. What happened, then?

I shall never love the same.. Never again..

You shattered my heart; as you grabbed her hand.

And my love snapped back at me; Like an elastic band.

You took most of me with you; as you chose to be with her;

And now I lie down in the dark, but still softly I stir.

I will never understand, why I wasn’t the chosen one.

And I watch the sky silently; awaiting the sun.

Yet the light does not come; and nor does the heat.

The cold’s numbing me; And it starts at my feet.

There’s a part of me; that you’ll always keep.

As gently into darkness, I begin to seep.

I say farewell to the earth; preparing to die.

But I only float in the darkness.. For death too, is a lie.

Peace never did come; as I slept only through night.

And reluctantly woke to the morning’s first light.