The Love She Always Wanted

Chapter 1

Baby you're my everything,

You're all I ever wanted

We could do it real big,

Bigger than you ever done it

You be up on everything,

Other hoes ain't never on it

I want this forever,

I swear I could

Spend whatever on it

Jordan POV

"Marianna, baby, calm down, we don't have to plan the wedding right now, we can wait until after the baby's born." I said before kissing her stomach

"I know. I just wish you would've proposed before I got pregnant. That way the baby wouldn't be born out of wedlock like I was."

I don't really see the difference but I'll never tell her that. I mean, we weren't married when we're were having sex and your suppose to be married.

"We can get married tomorrow. Just tell me the name of the church and I'll have everything done within 24 hours."

She chuckled "I'm not walking down the aisle pregnant."

"Does it really matter, Marianna?"

"Yes it does, Jordan." She said "So, are we gonna go over your mom and dad's---"

"Nah, I don't wanna see them and I don't even want them to see the baby when he or she is born."

I'm serious as hell and she knows this. She's been bringing this up ever since I stormed out with her at my parents house that day

"Jordan, really?"

How many times do I have to tell her this? I swear we talk about this every other day.

"Nah, Marianna. Ion want them to see a picture of the baby, I don't want to talk to them, Ion wanna talk about them, I don't wanna look at them, Ion want anything to do with them so don't ask me about them anymore. Damn, how many times do I have to say this shit?"

Why can't she just understand Ion want shit to do with them?

"Sorry." Damn, I made her cry. She too emotional

"Nah, I'm sorry." I wiped her tears away and kissed her forhead. "Stop crying, I know I call you my baby but you ain't gotta cry like you a baby."

She laughed as she pushed me away. "I'm hungry."

"You always hungry." My phone rang. It was my mother. "Dammit, Marianna, you talked these fucking people up."

"Sorry but answer the phone."

I can tell she really wants me to answer the phone too

"Nah. Ion wanna talk to them."

She took my phone from me and before I could say something, she answered it and she put it on speaker.

"Hello?" Marianna said as she looked at me smiling

"Marianna? Can you please put Jordan on the phone?" My mother said

"He ain't here right now. Can I take a message?"

"Tell him we love him and we miss him and we really want you guys to spend the holidays with us. That's why we asked y'all to come down here."

"I'll try to convince him, Ms. Nicole."

"And stop lying to me. I know he's in the room." I started looking around the room for cameras.

This bitch crazy. How the hell she know I'm in the room?

"Lying?" Marianna asked shocked.

Nobody ever told her she was a liar except for me. I know when her ass be lying then she tries to lie again to cover up the lie she just told and then the shit gets more confusing and I just know she's lying.

"He's a drug dealer. Why would he leave his phone?"

"Hang up the phone! Hang up the phone, right now!" I whispered to Marianna

"Bye Ms. Nicole." She hung up the phone

"She called me a drug dealer? I'm not a drug dealer. I'm a drug lord. I can't believe this bitch is downgrading my title." I sat down next to Marianna. "You know you wrong for that." I said to Marianna

"For what? At least you know how she really feelings about you."

"Nah this ain't about her. You don't fucking listen. Now yo ass punished."

"Punished? What's my punishment?"

I thought about it. "I'ma starve yo ass for a while."

She gasped "Jordan, why? That's so mean and it's not fair."

I laughed "Come on, fat ass. Always wanna eat." I grabbed her hand but she snatched it away when I opened the door

"Don't touch me." I grabbed her hand again as we walked to the car but she snatched it away again

"Why?" I opened the car door for her

"Cause I'm mad at you."

Again? Ion even know what I did

"What I do?" I started driving

"Cause you play too much. Talkin' bout you gon' starve me."

"You still on that shit? It happened like 10 minutes ago."

"So? It was hurtful."

"Well, I'm sorry." I swear I say them two words everyday. That should be my name.

"I accept your apology."

"Where you wanna eat at?" I asked her

"Ion know, surprise me." She shrugged

"Hell nah. You fucking crazy. You gon' tell me where you wanna eat at cause I'm not finna go through the bullshit, Marianna."

Her eyes lit up "Can we go back to the hotel and order room service?"

"Marianna, are fucking serious? We were at the hotel all damn day and now you wanna go back to the hotel for some shit we could've got while we were at the hotel?"

"But you said you didn't wanna go through the bullshit and that's what I want to eat."

I sighed "You lucky I love you."

It's really my fault cause I've been spoiling her for these past few months so now she hates the word no, that's why I gotta say nah. I turned back around for her spoiled ass.