I want the kind of love you replay like your favorite song
let's stay in bed throw cover
around our shoulders
it's gotten a bit colder
let's get close
write that song
all day long
maybe second guess
we don't want to waste any time again
we just want to know
we're not alone.
I want the love that doesn't end
hearts can never not be broken
but I want someone that will mend it
each and every time
not leave once I end the lullaby.
I want the kind of love that makes dreaming seem cheap
this cold world seem deep
and all my fears fade whenever
we're together.
I want that kind of love God intended for his children
the love is patient the love is kind
two heart intertwined
as one, one and done.
I want that kind of love.
Sometimes I think I'm not capable of love. Each day Blues creep up on me
shocking my system
and gets stuck on me.
Sometimes I think I'm not capable of love
it ever only ever seems to be conditional
for all you forever folks.
Sometimes I think I'm not capable of love
not capable of like
because the only things I ever truly loved
have been called art in different mediums
and um
sometimes i don't think I'm capable of love.
Sometimes I think I'm not worthy of love.
I just don't know if that's to be in my story.
I know what kind of love I desire
but will it inspire
the heart of the writer
in charge of writing my story.
Or is this just my story.
Who cares about love
Who cares about life
I don't care about love
Sometimes I don't care about life
Sometimes I care about love
But loving can sting
As much as the joy it may bring
I guess life and love by name
Is all the same.
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Sad Girl Diary
Poetry***Read at your own risk*** poems written by a girl navigating her life that was dealt a hand she doesn't know what to do with. Cover art by Canva.com.
