✔ | 𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 ✿ 𝐉𝐀𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐘

eleven (unedited)

Here I was sitting here in the bathroom stall crying my eyes out. I've probably missed three periods and I think it is lunch now. I've heard the bells but I just can't stop crying it hurts so bad.

I don't know what I'm going to with my life. It's like the tears never stop flowing.

It was all quiet until I heard the bathroom door open. I tried to quiet down my crying before anyone could hear me.

I thought I was good but then I heard a soft knock on the bathroom stall signally someone was there. "Hello? Are you ok in there?" The soft voice asked.

I felt like breaking down again but I held it in, managing to speak out, "I-I'm ok, t-thank you t-though," I spoke.

It was quiet again so I thought he was gone until he came crawling under by stall. He was pretty cute, he had glasses, pretty short, brown eyes, and dark brown hair.

He looked at me with a frown before pulling me into his lap for hug. I hesitated at first, but then I broke down sobbing into his shoulder. I needed the emotional support right now.

He kept whispering sweet phrases into my ear attempting to calm me down. It normally would've but there was one problem. It reminded me of the one thing that made this way. Jack.

It reminds me of the way he used to hold me when I was sad. He would pull me into his lap, hugging me tightly whispering sweet things in my ear, kissing my forehead occasionally.

Or how sometimes he would just hold me beacause I was happy and bear hug me while tickling my sides making me laugh. And how he would tell me it was because he loved my happy state, loving to see me smile.

And how ever time I was sick he would visit me every day after school, telling me what we learned, and helping me through the homework. And he would give me medicence, make me soup, check my tempature, and even do my chores for me. And how I would thank him all day and he would just respond with 'That's what best friends are for,' and how he would stay with me until I fell asleep

Or how back when we had just started highschool, when we bored he would come over after school and we just watch movies while he cuddled me, until I fell asleep. And when I did he would carry all the way back up to my room and place my favorite panda bear, Chubs, that he got me when we were 7 years old in my arms and leave.

These thoughts roamed my head as the boy held me. And I was supposed to be getting him off my mind, when he clouded my thoughts. It's like no matter what I did he was always found right back in my head.

I decided I was overreacting and needed calm down, so after a few mintues I was down to a state of sniffling and only a few tears falling. So I took my head out of his shoulder and looked him in the eyes.

"I'm sorry, for whatever happened to you that made you feel this way. You don't have to tell me I just hope you'll let me try and make you feel better." He spoke barely above a whisper.

I nodded my head slowly and watched him let out a deep sigh. "I'm Brandon, by the way. Brandon Arregea." He smiled a bit. I smiled back a bit forcefully before responding, "Zach Herron" I whispered.

"Why Don't We go back to my house and I'll let you shower, get you something to eat, and we can watch movies," he giggled a bit. I giggled back and smiled a bit less forcefully and nodded my head.

He picked me up bridal style, and I gasped because it wasn't expected and he took me out he outside of school and to his car to take me to his house.

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We got back to his house after stopping to get some chipotle which I can already tell were going to best friends becasue he loves chipolte. And he lightend up my mood and I haven't really thought about Jack which is good.

We are now back at his house and I took a bath that he set up for me, and we are currently watching Moana because you know; we stan a sister independent women, like she don't need Maui's help, like she saves the fucking world from death so Disney princess' beat that.

Whoops. Sorry, my inner gay. But anygay it's almost over and it's almost midnight. The final scence came and I sat up, picking my head up from his lap.

"So what now?" I asked. He looked like he was contemplating but then he smiled looking back at me.

"Wanna get in the pool," he asked. "I mean sure but like do you have swim trunks I could borrow?" I asked. He nodded his head and then went to grab them, coming back out and handing me navy blue ones.

I changed into them quickly in the bathroom, before going outside to the back of the house. I looked outside not seeing Brandon.

I was a bit confused until I felt arms pick me up bridal style. I laughed trying to wiggle out of his grip but he held on tight. We got to the edge of the pool and I looked at him with wide eyes.

He smirked before jumping in with me in his arms. We came back up laughing and I swam over to him putting my hands on his shoulders.

"Hold me. I suck at swimming." I complained to him sticking my arms out like a toodler.

He laughed at me before moving his arms under my thighs and picking me up like that support. I wrapped my legs around his waist and put arms around his neck.

A boost of confidence came over me so I moved our lower areas closer. We were so close who knew what would happen. The only sounds heard were Brandon's uneven breathing and the small critters lingering outside in the woods.

I bit my lip a bit before looking him in the eyes. His eyes were eyeing my lips closely so I took a leap of faith and kissed him.

He kissed back almost immediatly and pulled me closer to him. We kissed a bit before he bit down on my lower lip asking for entrance, I denied. He then squeezed my ass causing me to moan and him slipping his tounge inside.

He was good with his mouth, I wonder how that would feel if that was my di-, nevermind.

His tounge battled with mine for dominace and of course he won. I let his tounge explore my mouth, letting a few soft moans escape my lips.

After a few minutes of making out, he pulled away and smiled at me. "Would you like to be my boyfriend?" He asked. I smiled and nooded my head.

He smiled and kissed me again, I smiled onto his lips. That night I got my first boyfriend. I fell asleep in his arms smiling.

But that night I fell asleep peacefully without crying, without doubts, and most importantly without thinking about Jack.

Authors Note:
So ya'll might be mad at me I'm sorry but the next couple of chapters will probably be shorter but I have ideas so yea. but im super excited! 💛😁
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-Jayda🌻