Akasuna no Sakura (COMPLETED)

❤️Chapter 19❤️

Back at the Akatsuki base, the entire base was quiet as Sasori and Deidara touched down in the living room. Everyone was there staring, Sasori didn't say a word. Without looking at his lover, without speaking to anyone, Sasori went straight to his bedroom. He slowly ascended the room as Deidara was on his heels. "Danna please-!"

Sasori slammed the door behind him and locked it, ignoring Deidara slamming his fists on the wooden door. "You son of a bitch danna!" Deidara growled, slamming his foot into the door. It violently shook under his strong figure, but Sasori slammed the door open with a strong glare on his puppet face.

"Brat don't I get any time to grieve?" Sasori said with a straight glare on his face, anger beneath his eyes. Deidara was shaking in anger, trying his best to hold back his tears.

"You can't just shut me out, un!" Deidara growled at him, Sasori rolled his eyes.

"Deidara, I don't have time for you insolence. Perhaps it's better if we keep our relationship at a professional level." Sasori then slammed the door in his face, leaving Deidara's sobbing form behind him. Sasori did not care anymore. He did not want to feel anymore. Sasori went over to Sakura's side of the room, eyeing her books with a straight face. He lifted his hand up and held it over her bed, which held a couple of her possessions.

Fire sprouted out of his palm, searing everything in its path as Sasori slowly melted everything Sakura had ever owned. In that moment he did not want to see anymore, he did not want to feel. He didn't even want to continue existaning. He would never be able to look at Deidara again without remembering his past.

Smoke filled the room as Sasori broke dolls and toys, and grabbed a sword on the table. As the room slowly burned, he lifted the sword high above his head and sliced a doll right down the middle. Arms fell to the floor in a smooth mess.As Sasori went on a slowly maddening rampang, trashing every puppet and thing Sakura had, his mind couldn't help but deter to his little girl. Deidara had long since left, drying his tears and trying to ignore what felt like a gaping hole in his chest.

Deidara did not bother to replenish his clay. He had no idea when he would be back, but he needed to go. He couldn't just stay put. "Fuck off, un." Deidara spit at Tobi before he could speak, walking past him hurriedly. Tobi had and would not say anything. He was still in shock that Sakura was gone, and knew everyone needed time to grieve.

"Deidara." Konan stopped him just before he activated his ring. Deidara was about to leave and do something stupid, she was sure. Deidara turned to look at her, his lips bubbling as he tried not to be a bastard.

"Konan-chan." Deidara gritted his teeth, trying to keep his emotions under wraps. Konan understood, she moved forward and wrapped her small feminem arms around Deidara's shoulders, letting him embrace her. He melted in the embrace, wishing it was Sasori instead.

"He doesn't care about me." He said softly, trying to will himself in anyway that the words were not true. Konan frowned sadly.

"I'm sure Sasori would not waste his time with you if he didn't care about you." She offered a small smile. Everything was messed up, everything was wrong. Deidara had been so blind to see it. It hadn't been him that had made Sasori feel, it had been Sakura this whole time.

"Sure." Deidara chuckled maddly. He reached up and took his band out of his hair, letting the long strands slide down his face. Konan felt an eerie feeling as Deidara stepped back, his hands moving to his clay bag. He gave her a mad grin, feeling a large amount still there. He had barely used any detonating clay. "We can go with that."

"Deidara!" Konan reached out for him again, but Deidara flinched. He turned around and faced where the entrance would be. All he had to do was leave. He could find her, he could bring her back.