I was not finna divorce my wife, I wasn't finna let her go. I needed to make my momma understand that I couldn't do for her anymore because my wife is my life now. And I appreciate everything my mama did for me but she was definitely out of line.
Just please I begged E , I wanted to sit down with her and my momma today so I invited both out for lunch. E kicked me out the house months go then threaten me with a divorce last week because I felt she wasn't supposed to be going out so much.
Watching my moms walk in ,she looked pissed as usually. Sitting down she just acted like she didn't want to be here
Okay why I'm here? Esha said as she looked at me. E please don't come off like that I said as I looked at her. Looking back at me you could tell she was sick of the shit and if I didn't fix the issues fast she would be gone.
Mama I really don't know the reason you hate Esha(you do my momma said) why do you hate her? I asked since she said I did. Really Lawrence? My momma said looking at me in shock. Shit why I want to know, Esha chimes in.
Looking at Esha my momma just shook her head.
When y'all first got together and you was getting caught cheating and doing stupid shit he was coming to me. When you ain't want to marry him and he was stressing over your ass he was running to me, my momma said in a nasty tone.
First off I never cheated, he didn't want nobody in my face and felt I was supposed to chase him, Lawrence when did I cheat? She asked me as she looked at me. I thought you was cheating all the time I admitted. Oh and when you went to Miami that year and he didn't go he told me you was with other nigga, and the credit card he gave you he would tell me you was spending the money on another nigga, my momma add. Which was all true. I didn't believe E at first and she knew the reasons behind my trust issues.
Looking at me E looked pissed. I ain't never cheat on your son. I never took anything from him or did I ever gave the next nigga shit you ever gave me, she said as I looked at her. Ughh fuck I said as I put my face in my hands . I know all that E but that was at the beginning momma and you know I came to you and told you that I was tripping and you know I love her more then anything, I explained as my momma looked at me
Y'all put women before y'all momma. Y'all let women come into y'all life and just turn against me my momma said as she points her finger at me. I gave y'all my all, she cried.
Momma I ain't trying to make you upset, I know you did all that for us and I have did all I could for you, but I can't let you control my life no more momma. I got three boys now and a wife momma I need to be in their life, I ain't trying to leave my wife because y'all can't get alone. I explained as E just looked at me.
You aren't supposed to let no women come before your momma, my momma yelled.
Man fuck all this, she not understanding and she don't want to understand that I'm the first bitch in your life. I'm your wife you not supposed to put no one in front of me. You are not supposed to let nobody cross me. I birth your kids out my body. You supposed to be my husband not some mommas boy who can't control his momma. I have three sons who I will never let them pick sides. Once your son got married he became my property but since he can't control or put you in your place I don't want him no more. E said standing up. Please E don't do this I begged as she took off her ring. She told me once the ring was off that met it was over.
Man no I said walking behind her outside the restaurant. Grabbing her I hugged her, she was crying and I hated it. Please I don't want to divorce you, I don't want to leave you, I'll do whatever I said as my momma just watched us.
Momma I can't do this no more. I want you in my kids life and I want you in my life but I ain't giving up my marriage. This is who I love and this is who I'm be with for life. I don't want to lose you but I have to let go , I explained as she looked at me. Shaking her head she just looked. Walking off I hate to say this maybe the last time I see my momma and I was actually okay with that being she was so mean for no reason.
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4 months passed
Bruh why is your son so bad? My brother asked me as Jr hugged his momma. Bruh my boy ain't bad he just hype as shit. Today my oldest two had a baseball game and we all was out and enjoying the game. I invited my momma because E told me I needed to check on her but she has not attend anything I invited her to. Man why Coach keeping looking at my wife? Juice asked as Tasha and E is walking towards us.
E and my relationship has been great, she was very good at making me happy &I was was good at trying to please her.
Walking towards me she looked shock but I ain't know what. What's up babe I cooed as I kissed her lips. Your momma is over there, she whispered making my heart speed up.
Damn she really came I said as I looked at my wife. Yeah you should go speak to her, E said hugging me. I was happy that she was trying but I hope my momma be on the same shit.
