Giving birth was so amazing to me. My boy was born June 12 @ 6:45 a.m. 9lbs 11 oz 21 with the deepest dimples. Lawrence wasn't present or allowed to see me because of his bitch ass mammy and I ain't give a fuck. My siblings of course was there to support me and my granny.
I arrived home yesterday and everything is great but the asshole who is knocking on my door.
You should just let him in Icy said as I looked at her. He left and came right back she laughed as I just watched my baby sleep. I did give my baby his first and last name because I was 10000% sure he was the father.
Girl granny just pulled up with Armani, Emani said as she rushed in my room. My sister was now staying with Icy and Icy had her ass working and attending school. I planned on giving her my car once she go get her DLS.
Esha? Why the hell do you have this boy outside? My granny said as she walked in with Law behind her and my brother.
The same reason why his mammy got a say so on our life and how he let her down talk me and disclaim my child, I said as I walked out the room leaving my baby in Icy arms, he had the right to see his child but me and him are finish.
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Get out my face and my house, I yelled as he tries to hug on me. I agree with you coming to see your child but don't fuck with me, I warned as he just looked at me.
It's only been two weeks and I have let him come visit everyday. The test results came back today and he was trying to apologize for his mammy but I ain't want to hear none of that fuck shit.
Can I please just talk to you? I ain't never say the baby wasn't mine, I know I should of took up for you but I didn't want to make my mama upset ,I'm sorry, he said as I just looked at him.
When you asked me to marry you and I told you I wasn't ready, I still went ahead and married you to make you happy and to make you mine for life but you let "THAT bitch" cross me like I'm a gold digger or some shit, Nigga please , I don't want no mamas boy and I ain't got time for the bullshit.
Looking at him as he just looked so sad, I felt bad because I did love him and I felt he was trying but his momma had me fucked all the way up.
Next day
I allowed him to sleep over because I needed some rest, this lil baby was greedy and a night owl. So Law would sleep with him and get up at night with out waking me to deal with his baby.
My body was so different after the birth. My nipples was sore from the feeding and my belly had turn black. My doctor told me that it will heal in about 3 months. Getting up to pump I looked over at him sleeping on the day bed in my room.
Dick standing straight up like it did every morning. I was still in love with him and still very much attractive to him. Going into my bathroom, I quickly brushed my teeth.
Going back into the room it was like the dick was calling my name to suck him .
Removing the dick from the boxers I automatically went to sucking him. Going deep sent a moan and woke him up out his sleep. Before I knew it he was moaning and telling me he loved me , as I did my job of pleasing my husband. Playing with his balls as I sucked it was over, he busted all in my mouth and face .
Getting up quickly I run to the bathroom because he started to beg and apologize again. Please ,please is all I heard as he knocked on the locked door. Laughing to myself I turned the shower on and took a long much need bath.
12 p.m
Thank you 😊 I said as he made us lunch, Steak and cheese subs that he specializes in with some steak fries. After the morning head he cooked breakfast, clean the kitchen and made sure I didn't have to lift a finger.
If I let you back into my life you really will have to control your momma. I love being with you and I know you love me. I said as I looked at him but I promise I ain't trying to use you for nothing, I feel like if we together everything should be equal, I make my own money I ensured him. I don't need anything from you and you should know that.
I don't have time for the negative shit, I just want to be happy. I said as he just rubbed my legs, I promise I will not let my mom or nobody else disrespect you ever again, he cooed as I looked into his eyes. Kissing his lips this was his last time trying me.
