Looking at my son as he made him stand on top of rice, I was upset that he had beat my boy up but Jr was horrible , I mean the boy was crazy as fuck and always in some shit at school. He literally took my car one night and went somewhere without permission: I beat his ass for that but It was like he took it as a joke.
You need to straighten the fuck up, do you see what happen when you keep talking shit to him you're not grown and you know better, I don't know what the fuck to do with you no more, I explained as he just looked sad.
Man don't be in here baby talking this nigga. He finna learn not to play with me, Law said coming into the living room shirtless looking so yummy. How long my son been on this rice? I asked him as Jr just looked at me. About 2 hours, he seriously said as he looked down at me.
*Sucking my teeth* jr get off that rice and go shower, I instructed as he watched me. Dad can I ? He asked before moving. Go ahead just know tomorrow you're all mine, he said looking at our oldest child.
Watching my boy get off the rice, he looked sore, going to help my baby he grabbed me. Uh no he want to be a man let him, Lawrence said as I looked back at. Uh no he isn't a man yet and I'm gonna help him until the death of me, I said pulling from him. Helping my boy off the rice, he just looked at me as I helped him into his room upstairs.
After getting my son together and giving him pain meds for his body , I made dinner. Law wasn't living with us right because of the shit he pulled a few months ago but today this nigga act like he was back home. Watching him throw the ball with our two youngest son's as our daughter played in the yard with him. It did feel good but I wasn't going backwards right now.
As I'm cooking and cleaning his phone is blowing up , looking over at his phone he had twelve missed calls from some Florida number. Should I answer? Shit nah we ain't together and I'm not gonna entertain the fuckery. Walking away from the phone it begin to ring again. Petty me was coming out and technically I am still his wife.
Hello, I answered
Moment of silence.
Umm hello I said again as him and the kids walked in the house.
Um yes may I speak to Lawrence? Some hoe said as I looked at him.
Sure but may I ask who is speaking? I said as he looked at me.
Um I don't think it matters who I am, I'm just calling to speak to a friend of mine, she laughed.
Friend okay , Lawrence your friend would like to speak to you, I laughed giving him the phone.
Not taking the phone from me he just looked at me. Placing the phone on the table I wasn't finna play this game with him because we both knew he was fucking someone because I wasn't giving him no ass. And that's another reason I wanted this divorce because nigga you can't even hold off for a month or two without fucking off.
Grabbing my arm , he looked at me crazy. Why you doing this? you and I both know you don't fuck with me, he said as I looked at him. You right, it's all good just keep that same attitude when I get me a new piece of dick, I laughed as he literally looked at me as if she could kill me. Go ahead your little whore on the phone. Letting me go he really could not say shit.
Come get y'all bathes I said to our kids as he grabbed his phone. I really was hurt that he had moved on that fast but this only gives me another reason to go ahead and divorce him.
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Two days later
Hey Jay what's up? I asked Jay as he walked into my shop. Nothing sis, bruh sent me in to get the kids, he nervously said as I looked out the window at him standing to the truck. Wow he is to funny, I laughed as I watch him look at me. Walking to the back of the shop, I thought it all was funny, he was the one who had people I was still faithfully married .
As I'm walking my kids back up front I notice a chick staying next to him now. Bittttccchh I thought as chick is literally standing to his space. See God works in weird ways, this morning when I got up, I told myself I wanted to be sexy and I want to dress her up, so I did. I flat iron my hair bone straight and did my make up really simple. I wore a white short set Gucci romper with my pink Gucci suede heels. I was very thick at this point like I was fine as fuck in a lot of people eyes. He always had my ring game up and popping and my neck was always bing, thanks to him.
Walking our kids outside, I could cut the tension with a knife. Give me kiss, I cooed to my babies as him and the hoe watched me. Kissing all four of our kids I had to be extra. You know how you know you the shit, bitch I knew I was the shit and ain't no other bitch he fuck with could ever replace me, PERIOD BOO.
Are you bringing them back tonight or are they staying with you until the weekend? I asked him as he eye fucked me. E why you playing with me? He asked as I looked at him. What? How am I playing Lawrence? I'm asking a question about our kids I replied as he just watch me.
I'm Esha by the way, I smile as the girl watched me. I'm Kenna she replied back.
Walking away from them only to be followed back into the salon with him right on my ass. Why are you following me and you got a whole bitch standing outside? I asked him as my kids walked back in.
You silly he meanly said. Ha how am I silly? You got a whole bitch outside. Like you playing single so let's be single and you sign them papers, I suggested as he was all in my face.
I ain't playing single, why would I play single and I got a whole wife? He asked as he studied my lips. So who is that? I yelled in his face feeling my blood boiling because now he is playing me.
Listen, he begin to say, no you listen signed the papers and leave me alone I yelled because I ain't have time for the games.
She's my daughter, she's my child he said actually making my heart stop.
Whattttt???
