Stop stop, E yelled as I walked around her salon breaking shit. She got away 3 months ago and was out the house with my boys and I was pissed. I understand her not wanting my momma there and I understand not telling her until the day of was bad but she had no right to leave me.
I had moved my momma into the guest house where her momma was and hired a full time nursing agency, just like we did for her momma. And that's what I should of did at first but I wasn't thinking.
Please stop, she cried on her knees in front of me. Please , why are you doing this? She cried as I looked down at her. She been ignoring me and not allowing me to see my kids and I was sick of her so I came to her shop today and showed the fuck out. She wasn't here at first, so I did a lot of damage in her office . Now she was here and I was busting windows.
Grabbing her arm, I yanked her up as she cried. Walking to my truck I pushed her ass in. Crying really bad she covered her face, see what the fuck you made me do? Seee I yelled hitting the chair she was sitting in. I'm sorry she cried as I speed off. Crying and apologizing I ain't never see her this hurt and I really wasn't trying to hurt her but she had me fucked up. I couldn't even see my kids and that wasn't right at all.
Pulling up to the lake that we use to go to years ago, I just had to clear my mind. See you think this is a game? You left me and took my boys, you changed your number and shit? What the fuck E? I yelled as I grabbed her hair. Please stop touching me, you was wrong, you did what the fuck you wanted to do she yelled as tears covered her face. You don't know how to love me, you can be in love with me all day but loving me and knowing how to love me is not the same. Yes you make sure I'm good, yes I was good finically and you made sure home was good, but mentally you don't give a fuck about me.
We supposed to be a team, I suppose to have a say so in everything you do that will effect us. She cried. When my momma moved in with us I made sure you was happy with that, I asked you a million times she said as I looked at her.. I never put nobody before you nor my kids, she said pointing her finger in my face. She was right and I really ain't think, I just felt it was right because my brothers was saying put her in a home , I just couldn't have that. I should of talked to you first, I'm sorry, I replied as she looked at me.
You coming to my shop and doing all that with a salon full of people, that's so embarrassing, she cried as her phone is blowing up. I'll get it fix, I said as she just covered her face.
Riding back to her salon, I was sorry I didn't look at nothing her way. I felt she was just being nasty and not wanting my momma there but I was wrong, she just felt I wasn't respecting her . Letting her out I watched her walk into the salon. Damn I flipped and didn't think about the reason she left me.
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8 p.m
Standing outside her shop as the men are here fixing the windows that I messed up , I had this cleaning company here to clean the glass and her office up. Watching her pull back up, I could tell she had been crying. Dadddddyyy my boys yelled running out her car towards me. Man I felt lost without my boys, I felt like someone had took them from me and I couldn't find them. The only reason I find her today was because she had to come to the salon because I had show my ass.
I had been to her salon looking for her everyday since she left. Bringing my baby to me, he was getting to big, I missed them so much. Hugging and playing with my boys ,she just sat in her car. She looked so hurt and I was so sorry. I understand what she was saying now, and I knew I was stupid for my momma, and after having a long talk with my granny, I understand why E left me.
After the people finished cleaning up and fixing the windows , she locked up. Daddy can we stay with you tonight? Lawrence (Jr) said as he looked at me. You have to ask mommy, I replied looking at her. Momma please Jason begged, as he grabbed her hands. Yes she said looking down at him, thank you mommy, they cooed as they hugged her.
Thank you E, I said as she looked down. I knew I hurt her and embarrassed the fuck out of her and I was sorry but I knew sorry wasn't gonna fix shit.
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Monday 12/23
Man you still ain't get your wife back? Juice said as we sat in the strip club. Umm I'm trying, she ain't really being around , I said as I watched the dancers dance. You just gonna let sis go like that? You ain't trying bruh, Jay added as I looked at him. I mean I thought by flipping out would bring her home but I was wrong, my momma was so upset about living in the guest house she requested to be moved and actually going to a home because nobody else would care for her bitter ass.
I needed my wife, I really did. As we are drinking and watching the strippers , I wish I could be with E but I understand why she was upset and not home with me. Yo bruh Juice said as he point to the door, looking toward the door, looked right at Tasha, Niecey and Esha. Fix it nigga Juice said as him and Jay walked to their wife. Standing up to greet my sexy ass wife, she looked so pretty.
Hi Lawrence, she cooed as I looked at her, hey babe I replied back as she looked up at me. Pulling the chair out for her I wanted to make sure she knew I would do anything to make sure she was good. You want to leave? I asked her as the dancer walked towards us. Umm no it's fine, she nonchalantly said as she looked the stripper up and down.
Nah let's go somewhere else, I ain't think this was the place to be if I wanted to make her feel good.
No it's fine, she said looking at me. Okay I replied as I looked at her lips.
Dancing and drinking , she was still not giving me really no play. I felt she was just here to be petty and maybe because my sister in laws made her come. Standing up I put 100 on the table. I was pissed but I wasn't gonna fight with her.
Where we going? She asked grabbing her bag. Looking back at her I wanted to tell her how pissed I was but I didn't. Let's go eat, I said instead. Okay she replied walking in front of me.
Yo do y'all think it's gonna be easy?
